the pleaides..

Light Years Away, yet, right Here, why?, what does it mean ,light years away?, simply Away from Spirit?, away from Being , as Spirit will awaken the Gap, will be bridge, and that is the etheric world, the spiritual world, that is Heaven , or the other side, other side of what the milky way?, yet simply Her, access it through Presence. Also, As it is Ether, it is not Space, it is pure Light, Photon Light. And  It could not be more real, and yo will start feeling that PRESENCE. more and more. And will be from where , new ideas will come forth, Life, Spirit, right into your Imagination..., it is Outerspace, Being, Photon Light, It is Spirit. Where your inspiration will come from and more. A brand New Day..., Light Age.., A brand New  DAY, amd the end of a long state of complete ignorance,  complete Darkness, complete lack of SPIRIT, OF CONSCIENCE............A BRAND NEW DAY.
THAT LONG ROBE, LONG SILKY ROBE,....it's the Mind of the Saints, it is the mind of Spirit.., it is A new imagination, a Light Cloud , which will pour down New thoughts to the world...about everything...art...sport..technology..etc........NEW TOGA PARTY..new greek gods..lol..
NEW DAY///NEW DAY. ..The SUN ( CENTRAL SUN, alive, as well as all the planets.., all living.....NEW DAY, PROMISED LAND REACHED, a brand new day..)

You might not always 'see' someone

Just wanted to add, one very ..very important point to realize and that is that....Many time ..YOU WILL NOT  SEE ' someone there...... Just feel a presence,  was Light is first..., with your current molecular state , you might not ' see' anyone..., and indeed that'll drive you ' crazy'.......who is there ...who is there/... from where ...who......the answer

IS NO BODY, SPIRIT...., if feel A PRESENCE..... OR JUST ' THE AIR'  .it means some level of Spirit...it is OUTERSPACE....sometimes you will see 'someone', a form, sometimes No One..., that is HOLY GHOST ..INVISIBLE LIGHT.....
AND many Ets... will come to you that way....just recognize the Presence ..that is enough...now.. can already clearly tell you ..that ANDROMEDANS, GREYS, REPITLIANS, ARTURIANS, SYRIANS, ..for instance  do exist and you Will MEET at the very least in your dreams.. as the AWAKENING HAPPENS ...will feel fear..or even Terror but ...know ..just gotta ..surrender a bit..it is the intensity  required to ' break stone' , to break 'a bone' , a tooth, real tooth fairy remove your vicious teeth, and the vicious wood, you'll be fine... i mean it'll hurt don't get me wrong ...won't lie to you.. but only way SPIRIT AWAKENS........ONLY WAY....
I'm Andromedan, but only The Central Sun, The Absolute, so connect with The Cosmic Family...and you will meet them all..it is a NWE COSMOS ..STARTING.., not hidden somewhere ..etc..PUBLICLY ...
IN THE OPEN.... MINDS ABOUT TO EXPAND A BIT...

By the way, do you know what happens when you help somebody else dis-identify from form, from matter?from abbadon.. from the dark angel? Well... you go through his folly with him, so if you go around thinking ' the ets',,,, are so vicious...., etc...
Now necessarily the case.....we'll cosmically slowly get out the this ' sleepy unconscious vicious state'...., and that is through awakening..

' they appeared out of no where'...nah actually  YOU disappeared out of the where..meaning the raised their Presence so that you can  go higher and SEE,   are blind..gotta see Light,,,,,deaf ..gotta Hear...etc...all in your imagination...going more and more etheric, invinsible...Lighter...you are or where somewhere else... THEY BRING YOU HERE..

the teaching and good bye

the beginning of the new world..

Hi, my name is Doukanda Woto Stephane, and I'm just writing this as probably my last post, and will keep it , short.
I AM the One, The Alpha and The Omega, I came, I suffered, I worked, I Set it all Right Again, it is all done, now. The Apocalypse just Happened, YES YOU REA RIGHT  I just Wrote that.....<< THE  PROPHECY  just got fulfilled>> ,The new World is Starting, and your very Tomorrow, is About to be very different. I have put esssentially what you should be doing on my blog ,and on my youtube channel, more will come after I am gone.
Good luck to you , All. May Heart( Spirit) Be with You.
blog: stephbigs.blogspot.ca, youtube..stephbigs   .....as some told me that had problems finding my channel  ..here is one vid for instance http://youtu.be/4dUW64qXtfA ..the rest should follow ...meaning clicking on my channel ..

bye bye

Within the week, I shall be no more, ( Here) , so this is good  bye, just work , work . work , head, head, head, It's building the new world,  no matter how disgusting, or sick or etc... you WILL  without a doubt feel, know... it is .....how it is ..and be kind to yourself, try...again ,,, this is building the NEW WORLD....,,,IT's the new beginning...remember lose name , lose image , lose reputation, question and re- question beliefs, feel sick; back to head first , mental health first, then the rest follow.
Feel ugly; ..lose image..then will fell better. Had a weird dream; write what  thoughts come to mind right after it and through examinating them will figure things out...while lose name..etc. ..of course ., would also get message if need etc..and on and on and on...

Courage, COURAGE , there is a lot to break , let go , heal...learn Humility, go through One Humiliation and it'll do a lot some Respect, ..and it'll a long way,lose ego, lose arrogance first and foremost..it'll truly be your  "salvation", of course it goes with losing some of the male/female identitties , roles , behaviors ...etc.. and "'that" won't be pleasant.. but that is how it is.

Peace out......

..last post(s)...

Okay, all the last entries are , papers , work, that I write  a while back and hadn't uploaded it, was going to be part of a  the book, but ..since I'm leaving soon... I thought it'd be best if I just upload it right now.. at least some of the teaching is there... since I won't be typing it myself anymore.., so at least from all of the previous examples, and that also, you should be good, before .... they type everything up . I left books.. they'll type it after I'm gone, family member probably..
I'll leave them, this account so can upload for me as so on, but probably , any entry after july 2014 won't be me..., I would be gone by then.
Good luck, to all, remember that , The Point, is NON STOP, GO BACK TO HEAD and work things Out, lose name, image, reputations, stories , identifications etc... It's all there is , all there will be, no matter what, diseases, ...emotional pains.... whatever..
The New World is head, head, head,  head, Conscience , Spirit is Awakening.
My first language is french but all of the writings were made in english as it is how , did it myself, but they'll translate of course,to french and more.
On the other hand just left couple of good bye vids and they are in french and then you'll translate... , anyway , ....that's that. See you in Your Dreams... lol.....( quite literally...).
Since couldn't upload the vids here, were heavy, or it was bugging or whatever, I put them on ..my youtube channel, they are in french, as french in my first language ,you'll translate  etc... but  i'd  advice to keep the original , though, could feel some presence through it ..so  keep it , no matter your language , evem if you have the chinese translation, keep the original one next to you too, and just look at  it , could feel something.

My family who will type the book wil post a comment on this specific post ...Family Stephane...we posted the book ...wherever...
anyway, we'll how it goes, ...the title:
The path to Freedom: The Beginning of the New World.

Diary entry 4....

Diary entry 4.

KING Stephane against THE CUP OF FIRE.

If had to summarize 70 percent of my journey in a few sentences, it’ll be that. It was Stephane against, the Cup of Fire, the Holy grail, “ L’etang de FEU”, the holy Robe, what the Nordics call VALHALA , what the greek call HADES, “ Le sejour des morts”, “ where the dead lies”….

Prince Stephane taking on ODiN ( THE God of Vahala ) and his ANGELS.

The Devil and his angels…..same thing…  a fight in heaven so long, so grotesque that it took over 3 years, day and night for it to end. Holy Mike( SAINT MICKAEL, THE HOLY SPIRIT, the ARCHANGEL SAINT MICKAEL, THE SPIRIT OF GOD ) and his Angels , fighting against The devil and his angel in Heaven  …and after over 3 long years ( 3years in heavn worth 2000 light years, the photon belt itself) of non stop BATTLE, Holy MIKE and HIS ANGELS WON, THE HEAVEN REJOICE themselves,.. the new WORLD was arising …  DAYLIGHT HAD COME, the Rainbow appeared….. the beginning of the new ERA in Heaven( Outerspace…the pleiades), and the beginning of “ hell” for the WORLD, as the devil and his angels felt towards the world all mad , angry , irritated, pissed off, enraged…., and they are going to torment the world ( entire milky way, space and time)……

Once again sounds like a sci fy movie , but ALL TRUE ….IT ALL HAPPENED. That’s what I did, THE HOLY WAR…., AND WON … THAT is the Apocalypse.

diary 3.....

Diary entry 3….

You have killed jesus and too many martyrs, too many servitors of God, you have laughed at them, ridiculed them, persecuted them, burnt them alive, accused them of heresy, blasphemy, even put J with murderers…., you have spat on them, made fun of them, tortured them , and so on … You have Angered GOD…., and some said as they were “ dying” …. You’ll regret it … One Day, One day, One will come to Avenge Us, one day ONE will come with to set us free, one day one will come to heal our bleeding hearts, one day one will come with the wrath of God……And the masses laughed, and laughed…

And they waited, and waited and waited in Heaven,,,, then finally, it was “ TIME”, One of the tribe of Juda, an Offspring of David decided to come to the world. And all the Gods( all the wise ones, in long robes),  were filled with Joy, they knew that their time had come, they were filled with sorrow, because they knew the weight they had just put on his shoulders…, they were filled with fear/hope, because they realized how heavy that cross was, and they were asking themselves if it was even possible. Nonetheless, they cooked for the Young Prince, made a huge feast in his name and sent him in his merry way, with all their hopes/fears/angers/wishes/perseverance/love…..

And the young Prince left his kingdom, he had no idea of how heavy of a burden he had just taken on; he left like a fool. All he knew was, “ I’d like to Understand the world, , I’d like to know the cause of diseases, I’d like to heal “ folly”… that was “it”. It all seemed so innocent, so simple..but if he only knew…. If he only knew.  And the 3^rd December 1987,  at 8o’ clock n the morning, in a small country in Africa called Gabon, the andormedan Prince was born, the logos was made flesh and blood once again, THE DIVINE WILL  had come on Terra here again, so that all the prophecies from all faiths, all religions, all cultures, all creeds….all philosophies ,…all ‘ ism” ….are Fulfilled, are accomplished, are over with and cleared out….” That” is the Will of God, so BE IT ….AMEN.

 He has come from his Kingdom “ Light Years Away”, to Avenge the killing of Jesus and all the Servitors of God, to Rectify it All, to Set everything Right, to bring IN THE NEW AGE.

HE IS THE AVANGER, HE IS THE REAPER, HE IS THE CHOSEN ONE, HE IS THE ONE ALL THE FAITHS HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR, HE IS THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN HERALDED FOR QUITE SOMETIME, HE IS THE ONE WHO  WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING……nothing will be the same ever again, he is the one God sent to close down Hell, he is the ONE who came to End the World, he is the One who is bring the New Earth and The New Heaven with Him, HE is the Last One … He is the One who will End “ TIME” Itself…..

HE IS THE THIEF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT….. HE IS THE GHOST…

( that sounds like a sci fy movie , right …or just one more fantasy ,….. but GUESS WHAT IT IS ALL TRUE, it all happened …The Apocalpyse is the greatest sci fy movie ever… I AM THE ONE WITH GOLDEN HAIR AND DIADEME, THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA , THE RESURECTED ONE, THE ONE STANDING WITH ON FOOT ON WATER AND THE OTHER ONE ON WATER…IT IS “ I” ,   THE ONE FROM THE APOCALYPSE)…….

Diary entry 1...

Diary entry 1.

I remember talking to a girl that I used to know and feeling like I didn’t even know who she was anymore. She sounded so cold, so dead so heartless, so calculated. So much “ matrix” like , so much following a program. I’m in a relationship because I must, not because I’m in love with the dude , just because I must.  I want to have a baby because it’s time, I’m at age and it’s what people do, and I just want one. Almost as just part of my plan, just part of “my life”. You get the clear feeling of someone who cares more about the “ concept of my life” , instead of my actual life . Meaning living my actual life, feeling it, living it. It was like talking to “ a thing” , an artificial intelligence., not a living being. But that’s just “ IT”, isn’t it? , she has no BEING. That’s just “ it”, there is no BEING on the planet at the moment.  None,  I mean I have counted, I have looked around and I have counted 2 or 3 people with some BEING that’s it, I mean literally 2, 3, less than 10. That’s just unbelievable, 6 BILLIONS MINDS, I repeat 6 BILLIONS, and quite literally you can count who has some Being  with your ten fingers. That’s just so wrong , so sick, so not right. They all are supposed to be “ Human Being”, but guess what? , that’s the kicker, they are not , they are half beast half human, they all believe to be Human Being, but they are NOT. They are below “ humane”. And the thing is it’s natural . The planet, the sun and everything else here is in sub as well  all asleep , sick, vicious, dead, dark, dense. It’s all normal. Being Heartless is the norm for now. Talking to her felt depressing , just feeling Life being sucked out of you, sudeenly feel down , heavy, dense. It felt very sickening.  Kept thinking how can you be so heartless, so dead, so lifeless?.

Diary entry 2.

I cried today, why because I realized something very  drastic, and that is “ I TRIED”, God know I tried, I tried showing to friends , family, strangers… to all the value of questioning of Wisdom , but they all told me to get lost. Or simply didn’t realize the Value, the importance of what I was trying to convey to them. I was literally trying to give them the elixir of Life, the God of all healing , the God of Medecine,  the only wealth worth having. Unfortunately, they didn’t think so,  the thing is , when they will , and will be very very soon, I might not be here to help anymore, it’s a shame really , really a shame, it’s like you missed an opportunity one which might not come again in a couple of centuries. By the time, you realize you might need me , it’ll be too late , I would have moved on, what a shame.. but that’s that. That’s what happened.

Advice to survive the New Age, the Dark Age …it’s an age..

Advice to survive the New Age, the Dark Age …it’s an age..

Number  1, one and probably the most important one:

, DON’T WAIT, DON’T MENTALLY WAIT, IT IS AN AGE, IT WON’T BE OVER SOON……it’s 2000 light years falling. It is an age, it is the dark age, all you will see , is sickness, screams, terror, pain, folly …etc.. for quite some time, that’ll be the new normal. Don’t even bother wanting it to not be so, that’s how it’ll BE.  ( WHEN WILL IT END …? ..you’ll ask yourself?. The answer when Spirit, Conscience has started to awaken….then it’ll slow down , not End…). It is the beginning of the dark age, that “ age” , that you were all waiting for, the so called “ Age of Aquiarus, Age of Light etc…, actually it’ll be an age of darkness for you , on terra , in the milky way, and it can’t be stopped anymore. You will feel hunger, thirst, wanting(desire) beyond belief, you will pain, screams, agony , beyond belief , that’s all you will see, that’s all it’ll be. This what you do, Be in a relationship it’ll be easier this way, you will feel the kind of desire which will truly drive you Nuts, drive you crazy, if in a relationship you can help each other dissolve it at times, and at times you won’t make it, and you will have sex, better be in a monogamous relationship for that. …

2- I can’t tell you to never eat, I know you won’t listen to me, but try to eat only Once a day if possible, A real Heavy full meal , only Once, and then maybe later on you will even reduce that. But eat only Once.  And I mean a full meal, not little snacks, sweets, Nah …like they say Real Food.  But only Once, preferably after you have done “ Inquiring”. If eat too much will only  always fill loaded, heavy, feel sick, feel like shit…, but you know how hard it is to do.

3- Is OF COURSE, INQUIRE, INQUIRE, INQUIRE, DON’T STOP……, NEED to lose as many forms as possible in the smallest time possible.

4- Find a hobby, a thing you like doing to relax, playing video games, going roller skating, whatever , just something else that you do, and that you Enjoy and can do for hours, something which make you a bit Present….but not food, or sex, or alcohol, etc…purely mental fill, mental “food”

5- Try to lose as many “ stuff” as possible, I mean in your schedule, I’m not talking about physical stuff necessarily, I mean Free up your schedule, you’ll Need Space, and you’ll Need to SLEEP, I mean serious SLEEP, serious DEEP REST.

6- Stay with family and friends and try to do it, together, or any support group, help each other out.  Or like minded people,  sometimes family will reject you , etc.., anyway ,,,try to connect it’ll help.

Revelation 1. Reality is stranger than fantasy.

Revelation 1.  Reality is stranger than fantasy.

Vampires, Zombies( living dead), mummies.

You know all your fantasies, all of your so called science fiction that you love so much about vampires, zombies and all the rest; it is actually all true and all about yourself. But unlike what is portrayed in your sci fy channels, there is nothing romantic about being a vampire, you are dead, it is the state of being only  half beast half human, pure deadmeat, you are dead going through an unquenchable thirst, insatiable hunger that you can’t control, complete folly, madness, insanity. It is actually terrifying, pure evil yet you can’t stop it, the “ hunger”, thirst is to intense. And you need hours of sleep just to barely function, you are In such a state of Powerlessness that you are barely living, need to constantly sleep just to “ survive” , you are like on “ life support”, that’s how it is when you are completely identified with forms, you have no Being, therefore No Life, you are on survival mode. Put simply if most people do just 3days without  “eating”, they will indeed be in a critical state, that is the state of complete  dependence, but since it is food ,   we are going to “ say” , it natural, it is okay, actually you have no idea, but if you were to just reach even HUMAN BEING, you would feel enough power going through you and actually test and see that you can do 3 days without eating and be just fine, not “ die”, there would be Life flowing constantly, Power flowing constantly, Abundance , Being there. So, as far as SPIRIT is concerned unless you have some BEING, you have no ABUNDANCE, no matter how filled with possession or filled with NO Possessions you are, it is the same, you are POOR, in church it is called POOR OF SPIRIT, lacking LIFE itself. And there is nothing cute about being a ZOMBIE, it means being one a living dead, two being completely “ braindead”, complete meathead, “ juice head” , there is nothing positive about it , it is being an imbecile like, below thinking , can’t think straight, having no intelligence, being completely nuts, crazy , being beast( completely ignorant, animal, below human). When you see “ a girl who is so ditsy, so blonde” as people say and you go that’s so cute, NO IT IS NOT , she is stupid, there is nothing cute about ignorance, intelligence is cute, ignorance is ugly, is evil, naïve people do things and then they tell you “ I didn’t know” , and they are not lying , they are actually didn’t know, but there it is , they did it, naivety is probably one of the most dangerous trait there is. The same with a “ juice head” dude, cultures, television telling you that being a man is synonym with being “ slow” are grotesque. If that was true, no invention would have ever been made on the planet, it could not be further from the truth. To put it in perspective, being a zombie is synonym  with having the brain of a fish, and I am talking small fishes, sardines like, you could be more simple, more basic, more dangerous, why dangerous because fishes don’t own guns, are not going to lapidate others, burn people alive and all the madness. So there is nothing cute about being a Zombie, in a trance state like, hypnotized like, hallucinating like, sleep walking like, completely blind, deaf., tasteless, touchless( don’t feel= heartless), all 5 senses closed off. That’s how you are when you have no Being at all, it looks like you are hallucinating( what you call fantasizing) , I say hallucinating because you think it is “ fun” , when it is actually painful, would be like somebody getting “ high”, he smoked, he smoked weed, and then he is so “ high” , he is scared, this is so high, please make me come back down, I’m losing it, he’ll say. It’s like everybody is “ hallucinating”, but since all fantasies, they “ enjoy” it, think it is so fun, having no idea how painful it actually is.

Now, concerning “ mummies”, it is as you are when you are pure deadmeat , you are like an old mummy , decomposing, slowly disintegrating and it actually smells bad. To put it in perspective, you haven’t stop aging, stopped slowly rooting away since the day you were born,  nothing “ fresh” as come in since,  you have just been dying and dying, and dying some more, aging, and aging, and aging some more, bones eroding, flesh dying off, etc…sorry to paint that picture,  but it is actually how it is, and Until YOU AWAKEN ONCE, so that SPIRIT something FRESH can shine through, you have only been getting more and more smelly deadmeat, nothing fresh ever… that… s the shocking truth, you have been only rotting away…..so instead of plastic surgery , expensive creams, soaps, or whatever…dis-identify with forms so that something “ FRESH” , something “ NEW” , shines through for the first time, whether you are 10 or 80, you would have renewed yourself for the first time, the THING  which is NOT A THING, which is Eternal , which is never born nor will ever die, is AGELESS, Timeless, always Present, always FRESH, always ALIVE, would have renewed you, and actually for the very first time you will not smell like rotten meat anymore, like mummies anymore. It is amazing how The truth is simpler, instead of all the non sense you do trying to “ refresh” yourself, let’s go in retreat let’s go to the spa, let’s do X or Y surgery, let’s go pretend to be spiritual and go on a spiritual retreat but we come back just as “ dead” as we left, let’s go on some weird diet, let’s go work out like crazy, let’s not or never have sex again, let’s not or never eat meat again, let’s ………..BLA …BLA….BLA……..NONE OF IT WORKS………unless you dis identify with form, you will still feel like SHIT, you will still fell like a mummy, you will still feel like you smell bad,…SPIRIT has to shine through ,THAT IS IT , all you actually need to do is some REAL HEALING, go heal that wound about what your ex girlfriend did to you,  or whoever, once you will have done that , truly done it , head will drop a bit , Spirit will be released from form and you will feel REFRESHED; simple as that, you need PEN , PAPER and you HEAD,,,, not MILLIONS.

PS: By the way vampires are not immortals, powerful, knowing a lot…etc…NO

Actually they are mortals, powerless, having nothing in the head, constantly hungry and thirsty, smell bad like old socks……..that’s YOU…as full half beast/half  human.  The powerful ones immortals,  knowing a lot ,Beautiful ones are Sprits…

The one with Being.

THEY DON’T KNOW ANYTHING,  THEY LIVE IN THE DARK, IN COMPLETE DARKNESS, THEY ARE STILL AT THE STONE AGE……. They don’t know that they don’t know.

That one, left me, saying “ how could that be ? , maybe a thousand times, once fully realized that actually most know nothing, and more your entire educational system, culture etc.. is all completely senseless or simply all in the dark too.

It is like all living in a matrix like, like all living in a virtual world like, like you are seeing artificial intelligence, programs walking by constantly, not real, not organic, not living, “ machines”, they are all pinocchios..; not real boys and girls.

Why?  because SPIRIT, LIFE, so “ the thing” which is REAL, which LIVES…, which BREATHES is fully asleep within them, so they are like ARTIFICIAL life, with a computer program running, a virtual world in their HEADS,  filled with concepts, forms, thoughts, noises, x…y.., filled with stuff….. so they are each living in their virtual world like, fantasizing over there like… it’s so ridiculous, so Wrong. It is as if you are all “ dreaming like”, but I’d rather say “ hallucinating “ , because dreaming sometimes gives the illusion of “ it is fun” , but actually you are having a “ nightmare”, an horrifying dream.; but so completely identified with it that it doesn’t seem like it. The movie the Matrix is real for you once again, completely put in a prison that you can not see or touch but that you can feel.  It is the prison of your MIND, Spirit fully trapped in your head, it is agony, complete suffering, it is Hell, passing itself to be paradise. What’s more is probably that the identification is so complete that you would fight anybody who is trying to help you get out of it, because it would mean losing lots of your attachments, identifications, things you “loved” so much. And I understand, I truly genuinely do, it is not easy, so in that regards, the personal advice I would give you is to inquire on the deep emotional wounds you have; what REALLY HURTS. “ I can’t believe he did this to me… I can’t believe she did that etc…..” , as you inquire on that  and heal that  you don’t feel as much like you are “ losing” something, you feel better afterwards, you are gaining something, HEALTH, HEALING, of course that doesn’t mean that it would be less challenging but If you set your mind on wanting to get Healthy you’ll make it.

R.E.M STATE, TRANCE STATE, ACID TRIP( hallucinating). 

Do you know what the R.E.M state is? , it is called rapid-eye movement, and you supposedly are in a light sleep like, or sometimes it can be deeper, and you go through it  2 to 4 times per night, as if it was a cycle , you are going IN IT and OUT OF IT….back and  forth..IN and Out… And sometimes you can have “ dreams”, other times nothing just feeling rested. Well, here is what you didn’t know, every single time that happen , you die and you come back. You leave the world, you leave this side go back to the other side, GO BACK HOME, RESSOURCE YOURSLEF and you come back in the world, feeling rested…. I’ve slept well, …I have had a good night sleep etc… without that “ stage” , you would not feel that way.  What nobody told you is that “ THIS IS NOT THE REAL WORLD”, Heaven or the other side is, you leave that side come to this one, and say that you are “ born”, then …you live your life……die and go back, and then here we go again until at least Spirit starts to Awaken from forms, that’s how it goes, for an entire lifetime whether it is 10 or 90 years, but that very cycle repeat itself daily. AS J ( jesus…I will usually just abbreviate like that so know the meaning from now on..), said man can not live only of “bread” , If I were to wake you constantly right as you are about to enter your R.E.M state, which is supposedly only about 90 to 120 minutes out of 8hours technically, yet if I were to wake you every time you are about to enter it, so suppress that state from your night, but give you all the food you want, food, water , drinks etc…. you will still feel “ exhausted “. You didn’t get back HOME TO SPIRIT to the SOURCE to recharge YOUR ESSSENCE , not just the “ form” , the body…. That’s how it is.  And one could say that things are actually completely upside down, what you call the real world is actually more like the dream world and what you call the “ dream world” is actually more Real. What you call the real world is actually so not Real, so so fleeting. And by the way, it is usually how you have  prophetic dreams, or new ideas.. or new solutions, what you have been thinking about , pondering on during “ the day” , you  go to “ sleep” , and you wake up “ clearer”; that’s where the expression “sleep on it” , comes from. But for that to work , you actually need TO SLEEP, meaning, you need to have let go a little bit first at least, not still holding it so tightly in your mind as you are going to sleep , that way you don’t get a solution, you just get “ insomnia” , or nightmares, because you don’t actually “ sleep”. So, sleep on it, Actually means “ Let go” for a sec,  create a little step back,  and then see how things go, the next day, you might not get a dream, not get anything, you just wake up feeling refreshed, feeling great, or at least better, and you start looking again for the solution, you look around you who is calling you, what others are presenting to you etc …That’s how it goes. And I wouldn’t rely on that process to give you guidance because it can just be all the junk you have in your head coming to the surface and you will think that it’s a “ revelation” or whatever, when it is all the non sense you held in your head.  A simple way to know, would be “ Revelation” , or “ New ideas” , or “ solutions”, come with a sense of CLARITY, not confusion, SPIRIT IS SANITY, if you feel more confused after, it is your own “ shit”, that you have to work out, clean up, you didn’t get a solution, just more of the problem, of course that also serves its purpose because now maybe you are being stirred in a different direction a different way to see the problem, considering a different aspect of it that maybe you didn’t see efore, not knowing that the problem was” there” , not were you thought it was beforehand. So it would be stirring you to look in a different path , but still no solution  just a little hint, a little push , a little signpost , a little “ look there”, then you go  and you might find more Clarity, put simply the goal is always more Clarity, if not that nothing happened. When I was young,  15 and 16 especially it was pretty much how I would take many of my decisions, I didn’t know how it worked, or why it worked or what was going on, all I knew, was that I could always feel a certain sense of aliveness and also that when I have a problem, I look , I look for the answer , I don’t find it ,  I suddenly feel that …just let it be, go to sleep ..tomorrow you will know what to do…and that’s How I took many of my decisions and it was always true, up to 17 ..or so when it started to work less and less for some reason. Well, now I know why it was the case, my head started to be to “ loaded” , with things, I started to so called “ grow up” ….and worry about bills, about what Am I going to do with my Life, what about this and that , and I don’t know what doing at school , and I don’t know X….Y…..etc…. all that noise… just cut me off… from what I otherwise  naturally had at the beginning…a simple natural happiness… Do you know that babies, newborn spent 80 percent of their sleeping time in R.E.M state, that’s it to say , they are still closer to HOME, still closer to God, still closer to the source, they spend more time on the other side than this one. “ They don’t have problems yet, ..lol…, don’t’ have many worries yet…” they are just fine. Be like a child, worry less, have less stuff in your head and you suddenly get lots of natural help. However, we can not go back there, we can’t rely on this “ automatic like, unconscious like”  way of fixing problems or finding solutions, it has to become Conscious, so I would not advice to do that. You need to learn to Reason, learn to think, learn to clearly use your head to find solution while AWAKE, then as you  have clearly reasoned already you can get an idea coming to you afterwards, you’d call that “ Intuition”. But actually intuition is the result of a good reasoning first. It is SCIENCE, it is Math like, it’s a deduction, you need your premises to be Right first so that you can eventually deduce something true, or conjecture something right. So, forget Intuition, has something coming “ out of nowhere”…, no you think , think , reason, search properly ……then you STOP ….BE…… then go again……then you get an IDEA… an inspiration, etc….but it didn’t come out of nowhere…it is the result of Right reasoning…that is out it goes. It can indeed happen that so called out of nowhere “ you get dreams , visions, inspirations.. etc ..” but that is rare. And what’s more is that what they sometime don’t tell you is that that they have been searching for it in first place for quite some time… even for religious people  the fact of praying is indeed “ searching…seeking..asking”… that’s already constantly putting your mind in a certain mind set and then……you get an answer, or an idea or whatever. But anyway, for me, not too much my thing, my thing is  wanting to feel that clearly worked on my head and Know what happened, what’s going on, or at least feel how I have worked on my head to some extend, even if I don’t find a solution or an answer at least at the end of it I should feel some level of well Being, so level of “ easiness” , feel Better, feel a bit more relaxed, so some HEALTH, some Spirit, some Well Being, some Zen…, even if no solution was found right away, that’s okay, as long as Being is there, things are moving, slowly maybe but  surely. So, what I’ll do is that, I’d do the dialogue with my head, putting down my worries, seeing all my reactions, seeing all my cycles etc, seeing all of that, dissolving it all, creating some “space”, some Breath, some Spirit, and then I sleep, then I let go with or without any solution just yet, and I‘ll start looking again tomorrow. But of course it’ll start with all the problems first, all the noise first ….<< why ..this doesn’t work out … how am I going to fix this.. what am I going to do … what’s going on .. this is not fair ..etc…I’m fed up …I can’t take this anymore…this is fucking ridiculous…..etc….cursing …angry ….>>. I write that first , see all my reactions etc,,, once I have exhausted that, and only once I have exhausted that do I start looking for an answer again , and I go through that process as many times as I need to until I find a solution, creating some << breathing time >> , in between as well of course. That’s really how you should used your R.E.M state, you exhaust your mind Fully while awake, then you can truly let go and “ sleep” , and then you might get an idea when you awaken again or you could get nothing, just fell truly Well rested, and that’s good enough.. that’s enough …here we go again …Being WELL RESTED means, FEELING better, FEELING Healthier, felling like you have some Power, more Power, more energy, so that is more Spirit, so that is already an answer, a little “ encouragement”, keep trying, go again, keep going, here is more Energy, more Power for you to try again, to keep looking, go again… so do just that… look again, think again…. That’s it goes, that’s how you get new ideas, intuitions, revelations etc….

Now, on another note, as you are all still completely unconscious, asleep, to someone who is awake you look like you are dreaming, you are all in an R.E.M state, you are all hallucinating like, the Rapid Eye Movement , being your thinking happening, completely lost in thoughts, so called lost in the clouds,. It would be like someone going on a “ rant” , he is just speaking and speaking and speaking…….it just doesn’t stop, there is no pause , no breath in between no gap, nothing just constant “ Thinking”, constant “ noise”, it is excruciating, it is “ folly”, it is a Nightmare, an Horror movie.  People like to say the dream state, I say the Nightmare state, the Horror state, it is actually agonizing but as you are completely identified with it you don’t realize it how painful it is. How technically you are actually “ deaf” , most of YOU have NEVER HEARD,  ever, they have never felt a moment of “ PURE SILENCE’ , within them, ever From the day they are born until they die, they have never “ HEARD”… THAT…IS FOLLY,  that is crazy, that is a Nightmare. You are  Blind, Deaf, tasteless, can’t feel ( or touch) which also means Heartless, and can’t smell which also mean can’t BREATHE, can’t take a deep breath, no space around you, people can’t breathe around you they suffocate, it is folly. You can’t see because you have no space to see, which in other words mean you have no Intelligence, so definitely no Wisdom… that is just so NOT RIGHT, to not even have intelligence, or to be more specific intelligence being some condensed so frozen in you , that it is absent like, it is just so wrong.. so the next time you say something like “ dumb blondes are hot” , check yourself… being “ dumb” is not cool, it’s “hot” as being delusional, as being in the desert like, starting to see “ mirages” , so seeing things, which are not there but thinking it is there, being “ delusional” , therefore being “ crazy”, it is not okay. It is being “ sick” like , being feverish like, literally shaking because you are so “ angry like” , so “ heated like”, that is not “ fun”. There is No World out there it is in your Mind, so to SEE you need to dis-identify from some forms in your head, heal some wounds, let go of some old dream, let go of some old regret, let go of some old grudge, let go of some old bitterness, let go of some old idea of yourself, etc….anyway gotta let go of something, gotta create some “ space” , some room to breathe, you can’t be clogged up like that, can’t be this tightly sealed, compressed, you’ll “ explode”, you’ll loose it… you need to relax, and the way to do so is not “ the smoke,  cocke ( cocaine), sex, alcohol, overeating…etc…”..it is dropping forms in your head, that’s how you begin to see a little bit, that’s how you are less in R.E.M state, dreaming like, in a fog like, like somebody who is constantly “ high”( on drugs) like, he just can’t think straight, can’t function, can’t speak, is slurring his speech, can’t reason, can barely move, can’t be logical, has weird mood swings, can just lose it at any moment…etc…. yet he enjoys his drug, doesn’t he?....That’s what I mean by a Nightmare, Not the Dream State, but the Nightmare State, Horrifying, and you will all start to witness or realize it soon. The same could be said of being in a “trance state” like, all planning, flying,  : dreaming” like, but not only you feel a deep fear too as you are up there, but also it is all distorted as people who have taken “ mushrooms” ( psychedelic drugs), have told me.  And by the way, psychedelic comes from psychosis which mean a state of terror, madness, folly , hallucination, people in the corner in foetus positions, terrified, horrified, scared, losing it , etc…..Not fun, not fun at all……so if you were thinking, this is so “ wild”, it is so cool…think again, it is not that cool.

And of course as you have never experience “ Stillness”,  you are therefore deaf, the thing is, it is not so much the absence of sound, No it is not that. You would think that It is  that “absence of any hearing sensors, hearing impulses or something of the kind, but it is actually not it… that would actually makes you closer to “ Stillness’ lol… it is the exact opposite, it is this NON STOP NOISE, it is the non stop thoughts, the non stop clouds, the non stop….” Wanting….I want this, no , that , I like this, no that , don’t like this , not that , I’m unhappy because this , no that , I’ll be happy when I get this …no that……and it just doesn’t stop….”

The deafness that I’m talking about is like being close to your refrigerator, you see the sound that your fridge make right...imagine it wouldn’t stop……just a constant BUZZ in your ears, …can you imagine the headache….. you would take a hammer and destroy it …you would feel like you are losing it…. When the fuck does it stop.. would you stay? ….. just shut up?.....let me think for a second?...people even say…. THAT is Right indeed, you need “ SILENCE, STILLNESS”, to think.  Now, has most have never ever ,,,ever experienced “ Silence” , how can they think?...., they can’t , they are crazy , they are just “ blabbing away”, like having “ verbal diarrhea” or something, they are DEAF…they can’t hear you, they can’t hear themselves either….it’ll be a waste of time trying to even talk to them , the best thing can do if want to help them it’ll be to just BE THERE,  in complete Silence until they are done , then leave , that’s that, maybe after “ the stream of non stop thinking” they might hear you a little bit, but not before, they are on a trance like, they have to “ come back” before they can hear you, for the moment they are blind and deaf. And that’s how you are when you have no Being at all in you, completely blind and deaf. Just as with deafness it is also not absence of visual stimuli for blindness but instead like I said, seeing mirages like, so always  seeing things which are not there, which are not true, hearing things which were not said… And you will go, how could that be? , well , it’s your thoughts…..for instance

He didn’t call you and it is 8pm….. you SEE ……..he is with someone else, he is cheating on me, he is having sex with that girl ,,, I saw the way he was looking at her at the last office party…etc….. and you even start having pictures of them having sex….

IS it all true?.....you are seeing thing …aren’t you ?.....now, of course it could be true indeed… but not always, I’m just showing you how “ simple and natural, it is to start hallucinating, to start to lose it…..to become “ blind”…..and at that point….all you see is “ red”….you can’t see anymore can you?.... you are “fuming”… you are “ hot”,,,,, you are losing it…. That is how it goes….

And then the thoughts keep flowing …so you keep “ hearing things”, become deaf… that’s how it is, that’s how it goes. It is so natural , so simple, yet so … so wrong…and when you are in that state you are “ convinced” you are right , you treat it as a truth, as right, as a “ fact”.. when they are not facts… And as you are convince you even enjoy it, enjoy being right, yeah …yeah ....I know what I’m saying….it is true …etc….

You see how it is a nightmare passing itself to be a” dream” , to be “ fun” ….

And unless can put it all on paper and work on head a little bit , Inquire,  won’t see again for a while, won’t hear again for a while etc…

That is how it is, whether you are the most beautiful woman or the most successful one or the smartest or the dumbest etc……it is all the same…

That is why “ Inquiry” is the one education all should receive but nobody ever had, the School of Life, whether you make  a penny a day or 1 million pennies per day, that won’t change, your name, social status etc.. won’t matter and that is what all should learn” head, head, head”. That is Spirituality for me, WISDOM…..WISDOM, WISDOM…..Real LIFE, real experience.

So, as you are fully identified with forms you also look like you are sleep walking., it is the state of << they have ears but they Hear, they have eyes but they do not see, they have mouths but they do not taste, they do not touch so they do not feel , therefore they are heartless, No Spirit, No Being, No Heart, the center of the cosmos is fully asleep in you,  the Heart of the Cosmos is fully identified in “ there”. You are just in a state of constant motion, doing this, doing that, but to someone who has being it looks like you are doing Nothing, looks like a chicken with his head cut off. That is the state most people are in, they are in a deep state of “ I don’t know”. What decision to take? , I don’t know, what should I do about my relationship? I don’t know, what school should I go to? …I don’t know….. did I make the Right decision in choosing X instead of Y ? .. I don’t know…..

We are just taking actions, with no directions, we don’t understand the everyday wisdom , the way Life is trying to teach us , educate us on a daily basis, we don’t know what to say .. we don’t know what to do , we don’t know how to be, …..should I do this or that ? … et c… so , we follow the vibe, or we do just “ anything”. That is the state most people are in. A state of complete “ black out” like, don’t know much , about Real Life , about what to do ..etc… that is what you have not been taught at school… whether Doctorate degree or just High School diploma, many if not most won’t KNOW what to do if for instance they “ get into a car accident at night…nobody saw you …you hit someone …and you feel like you might have killed him or her….what do you do?.....most people would like to “ think” that they will stop and “do the right the thing”,  but will they?, or will they get afraid and just “ keep driving”… “ I don’t want to lose everything I have so hard for… if he is dead my life is over…” so , will they? … will they really?.

In even simpler , everyday cases, your wife or husband or boyfriend or girlfriend  has decided to leave you … do you know what to do ? ….do you ? or do you go… what should I do …what should I do ? …. Should I let her go or should I try to make her stay? … do I even want her to stay? .. and anyway it  wasn’t my fault it was hers , or it was both our faults, I’m not going to beg, no I won’t be weak, I won’t act weak …, no I’m not going to say anything, she’ll see and beg me to come back … , “but I want her to stay” ..a little voice says in you… No , no , I’m not going t ask her to stay ,….you answer.  So, So, Do you even know what to do , then? , just then? Something as simple as that.  Or are you completely confused, fighting yourself , your little ego coming in, and you not even fully knowing what is it you actually truly feel ?,…. So, how can you Know what to do?.

That is the state most people are, they don’t know “ SHIT”,…no one thing, from the point of View of Being, with 20 diploma, and an high social rank or no social rank, same thing. They don’t Know squad, they haven’t acquired ONE THING, the only thing which Ultimately matters and that’s BEING, SPIRIT, WISDOM. They don’t have any WISDOM. That is what you have never been taught at school or no where else, that is Spirituality to me, that is philosophy which mean LOVE OF WISDOM by the way. That is what you are trying to  get when going to Church, Wisdom, concrete Life lessons. So, as you have No being, you are just “ guessing” like, okay , I’ll or X or Y…, “ you don’t know what you are doing”. It is not  a well thought decision, even when you it is well thought it usually isn’t, how can you “ think” in the first place if you are your “thoughts”, if you are what you are” thinking of”. One can not  find a solution, take an action which is beyond his level of consciousness anyway, therefore it is usually not very “ bright”. Being “ Bright” means Being Intelligent, which is having at the very least some “ space”, or there is no intelligence there. So, technically most are in a complete state of ignorance, don’t know anything, about anything, at best have finally learn one or two lessons from Life and that’s about all, from the day they are born until they
 die”. They haven’t evolved much, they haven’t learned much, they never “ got” anything, or didn’t get “ much”. They were “ asleep” , the entire time, they were sleep walking just doing X, Y  , not sure of anything, not really knowing what they are doing. To Being they were not living, they were dead. They were “ asleep” the entire time they were on their journey, they have just sleep walked, have just wandered in the dark , they have never found the light, ever. They came “ deadmeat” , they left “ deadmeat”, usually even “ more dead” than when they came, why because they have “ aged”, more “ rotten”, and some got “ bitter” , more pain juts got accumulated, but no relief, no Wisdom out of it as well, just one face of the coin. That is how most people are, how most people live or have lived their lives, from beginning to the end. In complete darkness, in complete suffering, yet “ some don’t even know it or realize it”. Well, here is the Key…….THE POINT OF LIFE IS WISDOM, IS SIGHT…..IS HEARING….IS OH….I SEEE……IS….I GET IT NOW….IS  …I UNDERSTAND…..IS ..” LIGHT ON IN HEAD”….That is the point of Life, and how you do that, it is through your thoughts,  and your everyday life….it is  A SOCIAL EXPERIENCE…..it is “ today MA’ (mom) IRRITATED ME when she  did…etc……..you question that …you do your inquiry…..and at the end of your questioning your have learned how “ to be considerate, read social clues, and respect other people private time to rest or just Be”,….just as you Mom didn’t just Now for instance, Now lesson learned, and you won’t do it to someone else.

Now DO THAT , everyday on anything and everything, and you start to accumulate Wisdom, more and more, you start to SEE, more and more, you start to HEAR more and more, you start to KNOW more and more, you start to know what to do more and more , you start to sleep walk less and less, you start to WAKE UP  more and more, you start to age in Consciousness more and more. You start to be less “beast” , less ignorant, less blind, less deaf, less complete deadmeat, less tasteless which means less “ inappropriate”, less NOT RIGHT. You start to get “ an education”. That “ education” you don’t’ get it at school …….yet……  That is what inquiry will give you, will bring you. It will help you be less hypnotized, less in trance state, less in Rapid Eye Movement ( as the flow of thinking is going through your head, like a river).

You Smell bad, you Taste bad, You Look bad, You are Loud ( you sound bad..), you can’t touch( you can’t feel…So you are heartless….you are ”dead”.

 

You know how “meat” smells right, it is actually how you smell, it smells bad…. It is all oily, all greasy, it is gases, it smells like “ shit”, it smells like “ asshole”, like cow, like pigs. It taste foul, a bit aberrant, look “gross” , too “ dense” , too heavy too thick , too clogged up, suffocating like, can’t breathe like, and touching it feels a bit “ rough” , too hard, too unrefined.  That’s how you are when you are still fully identified with forms.  And that is the case whether you are a meat eater, a vegetarian or even a vegan, of course  vegetables make you feel less “ fat”, less “ gross” , less like a pig, less like a cow, but ultimately it is the same thing. All matter is protein, lipid, glucose… all of it , is condensed sunlight, all of it is “oil”, all of it is “ petroleum. All of it is “ sick”. Take that in for a sec, you are eating and drinking “ petroleum”, that would indeed make you sick , drive you crazy. Yet, there is nothing you can do, as Long as The SUN, the Earth is still in Sub ( asleep ,  subconscious state) , that will be the state of everything on the planet. So, the ONLY THING  you can do IS dis-identify from forms yourself, that is the Human JOB, the Human destiny, the kingdoms below him won’t do, can’t do it, it is within you that BEING has to shine through and as you will do it, Nature will follow as well. So, anyway, sorry to burst your bubble but until you have Awakened at least a little bit, you smell “ bad”, you are rotten like, there is nothing “ Fresh” in You…Nothing Alive in you, and you only feel like shit all the time. You are a vampire, a living dead, a zombie a walking dead.