I'm feeling completely crazy , feeling paranoaid , feeling like I have no idea about what is happening to me, Have the impression that someone is there looking at me, ahs the feeling that there is a presence there and I have no idea who it is , or it wants.... feeling persecuted, feeling violated, feeling like I'm naked.....etc I feel like there is soemthing in me, get it out , get it out , like something needs to get out ...like something in my ears, or in my legs, or etccc....
Well, That was the thoughts of a friend. And for all felling this way, and of course it does make you feel sick , make you feel crazy and way more.
This is what I'd tell you. The very answer to how you feel, resides in the very words you wrote...NAMELY feeling like THERE IS PRESENCE HERE....
The answer is indeed Presence, and How do you get presence, you start to examine your thoughts, you heal wounds, you question your irritations, you question your mind and way more. And about being " Naked", although it is indeed " frightening" , it is actually how you'll gain more Presence. Doing so, mean losing your name, losing image of yourself, losing your ego as it is " LOOKING AT YOURSELF".... as you'll do that , you'll feel less PARANAOID , you'll be LOOKING OVER YOUR SHOULDER a bit less, if you are running less away from Yourself. And indde Humility will come, which is usually the opposite of " every thing theworld tells you to be" , so a bit hard to do, but would be the fastest way to lose some of the " looking behind" feeling, or " the " soemone or seomthing is there Lokking but No idea Who...
It could BE ...BEING,,,,, awakening,...PRESENCE LOOKING...
So, Gotta find it...
And as an exercise, check the Pics ,I posted under Light Tech, they could be helpful already.
Of course, about the feeling of there is something in me which need to get out , it can only be released through your mind, you must become aware of something so that it can be release. So, as exercise, take a piece of paper.... write whatever it is you are feeling , or thinking, and examine it , inquire or it, all with a couple of Intents in mind....
I HAVE TO GET WISER, I have to let go of my name , reputation , image, I have to SEE= Understand Tthings, I have to reexamine the concepts I hold in My mind about myself , the world ...and more////\As you'll do .....
" things" will come out.
Check some example of healing I have put on, a while ago, might help.
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