Revelation 1. Reality is stranger than fantasy.

Revelation 1.  Reality is stranger than fantasy.

Vampires, Zombies( living dead), mummies.

You know all your fantasies, all of your so called science fiction that you love so much about vampires, zombies and all the rest; it is actually all true and all about yourself. But unlike what is portrayed in your sci fy channels, there is nothing romantic about being a vampire, you are dead, it is the state of being only  half beast half human, pure deadmeat, you are dead going through an unquenchable thirst, insatiable hunger that you can’t control, complete folly, madness, insanity. It is actually terrifying, pure evil yet you can’t stop it, the “ hunger”, thirst is to intense. And you need hours of sleep just to barely function, you are In such a state of Powerlessness that you are barely living, need to constantly sleep just to “ survive” , you are like on “ life support”, that’s how it is when you are completely identified with forms, you have no Being, therefore No Life, you are on survival mode. Put simply if most people do just 3days without  “eating”, they will indeed be in a critical state, that is the state of complete  dependence, but since it is food ,   we are going to “ say” , it natural, it is okay, actually you have no idea, but if you were to just reach even HUMAN BEING, you would feel enough power going through you and actually test and see that you can do 3 days without eating and be just fine, not “ die”, there would be Life flowing constantly, Power flowing constantly, Abundance , Being there. So, as far as SPIRIT is concerned unless you have some BEING, you have no ABUNDANCE, no matter how filled with possession or filled with NO Possessions you are, it is the same, you are POOR, in church it is called POOR OF SPIRIT, lacking LIFE itself. And there is nothing cute about being a ZOMBIE, it means being one a living dead, two being completely “ braindead”, complete meathead, “ juice head” , there is nothing positive about it , it is being an imbecile like, below thinking , can’t think straight, having no intelligence, being completely nuts, crazy , being beast( completely ignorant, animal, below human). When you see “ a girl who is so ditsy, so blonde” as people say and you go that’s so cute, NO IT IS NOT , she is stupid, there is nothing cute about ignorance, intelligence is cute, ignorance is ugly, is evil, naïve people do things and then they tell you “ I didn’t know” , and they are not lying , they are actually didn’t know, but there it is , they did it, naivety is probably one of the most dangerous trait there is. The same with a “ juice head” dude, cultures, television telling you that being a man is synonym with being “ slow” are grotesque. If that was true, no invention would have ever been made on the planet, it could not be further from the truth. To put it in perspective, being a zombie is synonym  with having the brain of a fish, and I am talking small fishes, sardines like, you could be more simple, more basic, more dangerous, why dangerous because fishes don’t own guns, are not going to lapidate others, burn people alive and all the madness. So there is nothing cute about being a Zombie, in a trance state like, hypnotized like, hallucinating like, sleep walking like, completely blind, deaf., tasteless, touchless( don’t feel= heartless), all 5 senses closed off. That’s how you are when you have no Being at all, it looks like you are hallucinating( what you call fantasizing) , I say hallucinating because you think it is “ fun” , when it is actually painful, would be like somebody getting “ high”, he smoked, he smoked weed, and then he is so “ high” , he is scared, this is so high, please make me come back down, I’m losing it, he’ll say. It’s like everybody is “ hallucinating”, but since all fantasies, they “ enjoy” it, think it is so fun, having no idea how painful it actually is.

Now, concerning “ mummies”, it is as you are when you are pure deadmeat , you are like an old mummy , decomposing, slowly disintegrating and it actually smells bad. To put it in perspective, you haven’t stop aging, stopped slowly rooting away since the day you were born,  nothing “ fresh” as come in since,  you have just been dying and dying, and dying some more, aging, and aging, and aging some more, bones eroding, flesh dying off, etc…sorry to paint that picture,  but it is actually how it is, and Until YOU AWAKEN ONCE, so that SPIRIT something FRESH can shine through, you have only been getting more and more smelly deadmeat, nothing fresh ever… that… s the shocking truth, you have been only rotting away…..so instead of plastic surgery , expensive creams, soaps, or whatever…dis-identify with forms so that something “ FRESH” , something “ NEW” , shines through for the first time, whether you are 10 or 80, you would have renewed yourself for the first time, the THING  which is NOT A THING, which is Eternal , which is never born nor will ever die, is AGELESS, Timeless, always Present, always FRESH, always ALIVE, would have renewed you, and actually for the very first time you will not smell like rotten meat anymore, like mummies anymore. It is amazing how The truth is simpler, instead of all the non sense you do trying to “ refresh” yourself, let’s go in retreat let’s go to the spa, let’s do X or Y surgery, let’s go pretend to be spiritual and go on a spiritual retreat but we come back just as “ dead” as we left, let’s go on some weird diet, let’s go work out like crazy, let’s not or never have sex again, let’s not or never eat meat again, let’s ………..BLA …BLA….BLA……..NONE OF IT WORKS………unless you dis identify with form, you will still feel like SHIT, you will still fell like a mummy, you will still feel like you smell bad,…SPIRIT has to shine through ,THAT IS IT , all you actually need to do is some REAL HEALING, go heal that wound about what your ex girlfriend did to you,  or whoever, once you will have done that , truly done it , head will drop a bit , Spirit will be released from form and you will feel REFRESHED; simple as that, you need PEN , PAPER and you HEAD,,,, not MILLIONS.

PS: By the way vampires are not immortals, powerful, knowing a lot…etc…NO

Actually they are mortals, powerless, having nothing in the head, constantly hungry and thirsty, smell bad like old socks……..that’s YOU…as full half beast/half  human.  The powerful ones immortals,  knowing a lot ,Beautiful ones are Sprits…

The one with Being.

THEY DON’T KNOW ANYTHING,  THEY LIVE IN THE DARK, IN COMPLETE DARKNESS, THEY ARE STILL AT THE STONE AGE……. They don’t know that they don’t know.

That one, left me, saying “ how could that be ? , maybe a thousand times, once fully realized that actually most know nothing, and more your entire educational system, culture etc.. is all completely senseless or simply all in the dark too.

It is like all living in a matrix like, like all living in a virtual world like, like you are seeing artificial intelligence, programs walking by constantly, not real, not organic, not living, “ machines”, they are all pinocchios..; not real boys and girls.

Why?  because SPIRIT, LIFE, so “ the thing” which is REAL, which LIVES…, which BREATHES is fully asleep within them, so they are like ARTIFICIAL life, with a computer program running, a virtual world in their HEADS,  filled with concepts, forms, thoughts, noises, x…y.., filled with stuff….. so they are each living in their virtual world like, fantasizing over there like… it’s so ridiculous, so Wrong. It is as if you are all “ dreaming like”, but I’d rather say “ hallucinating “ , because dreaming sometimes gives the illusion of “ it is fun” , but actually you are having a “ nightmare”, an horrifying dream.; but so completely identified with it that it doesn’t seem like it. The movie the Matrix is real for you once again, completely put in a prison that you can not see or touch but that you can feel.  It is the prison of your MIND, Spirit fully trapped in your head, it is agony, complete suffering, it is Hell, passing itself to be paradise. What’s more is probably that the identification is so complete that you would fight anybody who is trying to help you get out of it, because it would mean losing lots of your attachments, identifications, things you “loved” so much. And I understand, I truly genuinely do, it is not easy, so in that regards, the personal advice I would give you is to inquire on the deep emotional wounds you have; what REALLY HURTS. “ I can’t believe he did this to me… I can’t believe she did that etc…..” , as you inquire on that  and heal that  you don’t feel as much like you are “ losing” something, you feel better afterwards, you are gaining something, HEALTH, HEALING, of course that doesn’t mean that it would be less challenging but If you set your mind on wanting to get Healthy you’ll make it.

R.E.M STATE, TRANCE STATE, ACID TRIP( hallucinating). 

Do you know what the R.E.M state is? , it is called rapid-eye movement, and you supposedly are in a light sleep like, or sometimes it can be deeper, and you go through it  2 to 4 times per night, as if it was a cycle , you are going IN IT and OUT OF IT….back and  forth..IN and Out… And sometimes you can have “ dreams”, other times nothing just feeling rested. Well, here is what you didn’t know, every single time that happen , you die and you come back. You leave the world, you leave this side go back to the other side, GO BACK HOME, RESSOURCE YOURSLEF and you come back in the world, feeling rested…. I’ve slept well, …I have had a good night sleep etc… without that “ stage” , you would not feel that way.  What nobody told you is that “ THIS IS NOT THE REAL WORLD”, Heaven or the other side is, you leave that side come to this one, and say that you are “ born”, then …you live your life……die and go back, and then here we go again until at least Spirit starts to Awaken from forms, that’s how it goes, for an entire lifetime whether it is 10 or 90 years, but that very cycle repeat itself daily. AS J ( jesus…I will usually just abbreviate like that so know the meaning from now on..), said man can not live only of “bread” , If I were to wake you constantly right as you are about to enter your R.E.M state, which is supposedly only about 90 to 120 minutes out of 8hours technically, yet if I were to wake you every time you are about to enter it, so suppress that state from your night, but give you all the food you want, food, water , drinks etc…. you will still feel “ exhausted “. You didn’t get back HOME TO SPIRIT to the SOURCE to recharge YOUR ESSSENCE , not just the “ form” , the body…. That’s how it is.  And one could say that things are actually completely upside down, what you call the real world is actually more like the dream world and what you call the “ dream world” is actually more Real. What you call the real world is actually so not Real, so so fleeting. And by the way, it is usually how you have  prophetic dreams, or new ideas.. or new solutions, what you have been thinking about , pondering on during “ the day” , you  go to “ sleep” , and you wake up “ clearer”; that’s where the expression “sleep on it” , comes from. But for that to work , you actually need TO SLEEP, meaning, you need to have let go a little bit first at least, not still holding it so tightly in your mind as you are going to sleep , that way you don’t get a solution, you just get “ insomnia” , or nightmares, because you don’t actually “ sleep”. So, sleep on it, Actually means “ Let go” for a sec,  create a little step back,  and then see how things go, the next day, you might not get a dream, not get anything, you just wake up feeling refreshed, feeling great, or at least better, and you start looking again for the solution, you look around you who is calling you, what others are presenting to you etc …That’s how it goes. And I wouldn’t rely on that process to give you guidance because it can just be all the junk you have in your head coming to the surface and you will think that it’s a “ revelation” or whatever, when it is all the non sense you held in your head.  A simple way to know, would be “ Revelation” , or “ New ideas” , or “ solutions”, come with a sense of CLARITY, not confusion, SPIRIT IS SANITY, if you feel more confused after, it is your own “ shit”, that you have to work out, clean up, you didn’t get a solution, just more of the problem, of course that also serves its purpose because now maybe you are being stirred in a different direction a different way to see the problem, considering a different aspect of it that maybe you didn’t see efore, not knowing that the problem was” there” , not were you thought it was beforehand. So it would be stirring you to look in a different path , but still no solution  just a little hint, a little push , a little signpost , a little “ look there”, then you go  and you might find more Clarity, put simply the goal is always more Clarity, if not that nothing happened. When I was young,  15 and 16 especially it was pretty much how I would take many of my decisions, I didn’t know how it worked, or why it worked or what was going on, all I knew, was that I could always feel a certain sense of aliveness and also that when I have a problem, I look , I look for the answer , I don’t find it ,  I suddenly feel that …just let it be, go to sleep ..tomorrow you will know what to do…and that’s How I took many of my decisions and it was always true, up to 17 ..or so when it started to work less and less for some reason. Well, now I know why it was the case, my head started to be to “ loaded” , with things, I started to so called “ grow up” ….and worry about bills, about what Am I going to do with my Life, what about this and that , and I don’t know what doing at school , and I don’t know X….Y…..etc…. all that noise… just cut me off… from what I otherwise  naturally had at the beginning…a simple natural happiness… Do you know that babies, newborn spent 80 percent of their sleeping time in R.E.M state, that’s it to say , they are still closer to HOME, still closer to God, still closer to the source, they spend more time on the other side than this one. “ They don’t have problems yet, ..lol…, don’t’ have many worries yet…” they are just fine. Be like a child, worry less, have less stuff in your head and you suddenly get lots of natural help. However, we can not go back there, we can’t rely on this “ automatic like, unconscious like”  way of fixing problems or finding solutions, it has to become Conscious, so I would not advice to do that. You need to learn to Reason, learn to think, learn to clearly use your head to find solution while AWAKE, then as you  have clearly reasoned already you can get an idea coming to you afterwards, you’d call that “ Intuition”. But actually intuition is the result of a good reasoning first. It is SCIENCE, it is Math like, it’s a deduction, you need your premises to be Right first so that you can eventually deduce something true, or conjecture something right. So, forget Intuition, has something coming “ out of nowhere”…, no you think , think , reason, search properly ……then you STOP ….BE…… then go again……then you get an IDEA… an inspiration, etc….but it didn’t come out of nowhere…it is the result of Right reasoning…that is out it goes. It can indeed happen that so called out of nowhere “ you get dreams , visions, inspirations.. etc ..” but that is rare. And what’s more is that what they sometime don’t tell you is that that they have been searching for it in first place for quite some time… even for religious people  the fact of praying is indeed “ searching…seeking..asking”… that’s already constantly putting your mind in a certain mind set and then……you get an answer, or an idea or whatever. But anyway, for me, not too much my thing, my thing is  wanting to feel that clearly worked on my head and Know what happened, what’s going on, or at least feel how I have worked on my head to some extend, even if I don’t find a solution or an answer at least at the end of it I should feel some level of well Being, so level of “ easiness” , feel Better, feel a bit more relaxed, so some HEALTH, some Spirit, some Well Being, some Zen…, even if no solution was found right away, that’s okay, as long as Being is there, things are moving, slowly maybe but  surely. So, what I’ll do is that, I’d do the dialogue with my head, putting down my worries, seeing all my reactions, seeing all my cycles etc, seeing all of that, dissolving it all, creating some “space”, some Breath, some Spirit, and then I sleep, then I let go with or without any solution just yet, and I‘ll start looking again tomorrow. But of course it’ll start with all the problems first, all the noise first ….<< why ..this doesn’t work out … how am I going to fix this.. what am I going to do … what’s going on .. this is not fair ..etc…I’m fed up …I can’t take this anymore…this is fucking ridiculous…..etc….cursing …angry ….>>. I write that first , see all my reactions etc,,, once I have exhausted that, and only once I have exhausted that do I start looking for an answer again , and I go through that process as many times as I need to until I find a solution, creating some << breathing time >> , in between as well of course. That’s really how you should used your R.E.M state, you exhaust your mind Fully while awake, then you can truly let go and “ sleep” , and then you might get an idea when you awaken again or you could get nothing, just fell truly Well rested, and that’s good enough.. that’s enough …here we go again …Being WELL RESTED means, FEELING better, FEELING Healthier, felling like you have some Power, more Power, more energy, so that is more Spirit, so that is already an answer, a little “ encouragement”, keep trying, go again, keep going, here is more Energy, more Power for you to try again, to keep looking, go again… so do just that… look again, think again…. That’s it goes, that’s how you get new ideas, intuitions, revelations etc….

Now, on another note, as you are all still completely unconscious, asleep, to someone who is awake you look like you are dreaming, you are all in an R.E.M state, you are all hallucinating like, the Rapid Eye Movement , being your thinking happening, completely lost in thoughts, so called lost in the clouds,. It would be like someone going on a “ rant” , he is just speaking and speaking and speaking…….it just doesn’t stop, there is no pause , no breath in between no gap, nothing just constant “ Thinking”, constant “ noise”, it is excruciating, it is “ folly”, it is a Nightmare, an Horror movie.  People like to say the dream state, I say the Nightmare state, the Horror state, it is actually agonizing but as you are completely identified with it you don’t realize it how painful it is. How technically you are actually “ deaf” , most of YOU have NEVER HEARD,  ever, they have never felt a moment of “ PURE SILENCE’ , within them, ever From the day they are born until they die, they have never “ HEARD”… THAT…IS FOLLY,  that is crazy, that is a Nightmare. You are  Blind, Deaf, tasteless, can’t feel ( or touch) which also means Heartless, and can’t smell which also mean can’t BREATHE, can’t take a deep breath, no space around you, people can’t breathe around you they suffocate, it is folly. You can’t see because you have no space to see, which in other words mean you have no Intelligence, so definitely no Wisdom… that is just so NOT RIGHT, to not even have intelligence, or to be more specific intelligence being some condensed so frozen in you , that it is absent like, it is just so wrong.. so the next time you say something like “ dumb blondes are hot” , check yourself… being “ dumb” is not cool, it’s “hot” as being delusional, as being in the desert like, starting to see “ mirages” , so seeing things, which are not there but thinking it is there, being “ delusional” , therefore being “ crazy”, it is not okay. It is being “ sick” like , being feverish like, literally shaking because you are so “ angry like” , so “ heated like”, that is not “ fun”. There is No World out there it is in your Mind, so to SEE you need to dis-identify from some forms in your head, heal some wounds, let go of some old dream, let go of some old regret, let go of some old grudge, let go of some old bitterness, let go of some old idea of yourself, etc….anyway gotta let go of something, gotta create some “ space” , some room to breathe, you can’t be clogged up like that, can’t be this tightly sealed, compressed, you’ll “ explode”, you’ll loose it… you need to relax, and the way to do so is not “ the smoke,  cocke ( cocaine), sex, alcohol, overeating…etc…”..it is dropping forms in your head, that’s how you begin to see a little bit, that’s how you are less in R.E.M state, dreaming like, in a fog like, like somebody who is constantly “ high”( on drugs) like, he just can’t think straight, can’t function, can’t speak, is slurring his speech, can’t reason, can barely move, can’t be logical, has weird mood swings, can just lose it at any moment…etc…. yet he enjoys his drug, doesn’t he?....That’s what I mean by a Nightmare, Not the Dream State, but the Nightmare State, Horrifying, and you will all start to witness or realize it soon. The same could be said of being in a “trance state” like, all planning, flying,  : dreaming” like, but not only you feel a deep fear too as you are up there, but also it is all distorted as people who have taken “ mushrooms” ( psychedelic drugs), have told me.  And by the way, psychedelic comes from psychosis which mean a state of terror, madness, folly , hallucination, people in the corner in foetus positions, terrified, horrified, scared, losing it , etc…..Not fun, not fun at all……so if you were thinking, this is so “ wild”, it is so cool…think again, it is not that cool.

And of course as you have never experience “ Stillness”,  you are therefore deaf, the thing is, it is not so much the absence of sound, No it is not that. You would think that It is  that “absence of any hearing sensors, hearing impulses or something of the kind, but it is actually not it… that would actually makes you closer to “ Stillness’ lol… it is the exact opposite, it is this NON STOP NOISE, it is the non stop thoughts, the non stop clouds, the non stop….” Wanting….I want this, no , that , I like this, no that , don’t like this , not that , I’m unhappy because this , no that , I’ll be happy when I get this …no that……and it just doesn’t stop….”

The deafness that I’m talking about is like being close to your refrigerator, you see the sound that your fridge make right...imagine it wouldn’t stop……just a constant BUZZ in your ears, …can you imagine the headache….. you would take a hammer and destroy it …you would feel like you are losing it…. When the fuck does it stop.. would you stay? ….. just shut up?.....let me think for a second?...people even say…. THAT is Right indeed, you need “ SILENCE, STILLNESS”, to think.  Now, has most have never ever ,,,ever experienced “ Silence” , how can they think?...., they can’t , they are crazy , they are just “ blabbing away”, like having “ verbal diarrhea” or something, they are DEAF…they can’t hear you, they can’t hear themselves either….it’ll be a waste of time trying to even talk to them , the best thing can do if want to help them it’ll be to just BE THERE,  in complete Silence until they are done , then leave , that’s that, maybe after “ the stream of non stop thinking” they might hear you a little bit, but not before, they are on a trance like, they have to “ come back” before they can hear you, for the moment they are blind and deaf. And that’s how you are when you have no Being at all in you, completely blind and deaf. Just as with deafness it is also not absence of visual stimuli for blindness but instead like I said, seeing mirages like, so always  seeing things which are not there, which are not true, hearing things which were not said… And you will go, how could that be? , well , it’s your thoughts…..for instance

He didn’t call you and it is 8pm….. you SEE ……..he is with someone else, he is cheating on me, he is having sex with that girl ,,, I saw the way he was looking at her at the last office party…etc….. and you even start having pictures of them having sex….

IS it all true?.....you are seeing thing …aren’t you ?.....now, of course it could be true indeed… but not always, I’m just showing you how “ simple and natural, it is to start hallucinating, to start to lose it…..to become “ blind”…..and at that point….all you see is “ red”….you can’t see anymore can you?.... you are “fuming”… you are “ hot”,,,,, you are losing it…. That is how it goes….

And then the thoughts keep flowing …so you keep “ hearing things”, become deaf… that’s how it is, that’s how it goes. It is so natural , so simple, yet so … so wrong…and when you are in that state you are “ convinced” you are right , you treat it as a truth, as right, as a “ fact”.. when they are not facts… And as you are convince you even enjoy it, enjoy being right, yeah …yeah ....I know what I’m saying….it is true …etc….

You see how it is a nightmare passing itself to be a” dream” , to be “ fun” ….

And unless can put it all on paper and work on head a little bit , Inquire,  won’t see again for a while, won’t hear again for a while etc…

That is how it is, whether you are the most beautiful woman or the most successful one or the smartest or the dumbest etc……it is all the same…

That is why “ Inquiry” is the one education all should receive but nobody ever had, the School of Life, whether you make  a penny a day or 1 million pennies per day, that won’t change, your name, social status etc.. won’t matter and that is what all should learn” head, head, head”. That is Spirituality for me, WISDOM…..WISDOM, WISDOM…..Real LIFE, real experience.

So, as you are fully identified with forms you also look like you are sleep walking., it is the state of << they have ears but they Hear, they have eyes but they do not see, they have mouths but they do not taste, they do not touch so they do not feel , therefore they are heartless, No Spirit, No Being, No Heart, the center of the cosmos is fully asleep in you,  the Heart of the Cosmos is fully identified in “ there”. You are just in a state of constant motion, doing this, doing that, but to someone who has being it looks like you are doing Nothing, looks like a chicken with his head cut off. That is the state most people are in, they are in a deep state of “ I don’t know”. What decision to take? , I don’t know, what should I do about my relationship? I don’t know, what school should I go to? …I don’t know….. did I make the Right decision in choosing X instead of Y ? .. I don’t know…..

We are just taking actions, with no directions, we don’t understand the everyday wisdom , the way Life is trying to teach us , educate us on a daily basis, we don’t know what to say .. we don’t know what to do , we don’t know how to be, …..should I do this or that ? … et c… so , we follow the vibe, or we do just “ anything”. That is the state most people are in. A state of complete “ black out” like, don’t know much , about Real Life , about what to do ..etc… that is what you have not been taught at school… whether Doctorate degree or just High School diploma, many if not most won’t KNOW what to do if for instance they “ get into a car accident at night…nobody saw you …you hit someone …and you feel like you might have killed him or her….what do you do?.....most people would like to “ think” that they will stop and “do the right the thing”,  but will they?, or will they get afraid and just “ keep driving”… “ I don’t want to lose everything I have so hard for… if he is dead my life is over…” so , will they? … will they really?.

In even simpler , everyday cases, your wife or husband or boyfriend or girlfriend  has decided to leave you … do you know what to do ? ….do you ? or do you go… what should I do …what should I do ? …. Should I let her go or should I try to make her stay? … do I even want her to stay? .. and anyway it  wasn’t my fault it was hers , or it was both our faults, I’m not going to beg, no I won’t be weak, I won’t act weak …, no I’m not going to say anything, she’ll see and beg me to come back … , “but I want her to stay” ..a little voice says in you… No , no , I’m not going t ask her to stay ,….you answer.  So, So, Do you even know what to do , then? , just then? Something as simple as that.  Or are you completely confused, fighting yourself , your little ego coming in, and you not even fully knowing what is it you actually truly feel ?,…. So, how can you Know what to do?.

That is the state most people are, they don’t know “ SHIT”,…no one thing, from the point of View of Being, with 20 diploma, and an high social rank or no social rank, same thing. They don’t Know squad, they haven’t acquired ONE THING, the only thing which Ultimately matters and that’s BEING, SPIRIT, WISDOM. They don’t have any WISDOM. That is what you have never been taught at school or no where else, that is Spirituality to me, that is philosophy which mean LOVE OF WISDOM by the way. That is what you are trying to  get when going to Church, Wisdom, concrete Life lessons. So, as you have No being, you are just “ guessing” like, okay , I’ll or X or Y…, “ you don’t know what you are doing”. It is not  a well thought decision, even when you it is well thought it usually isn’t, how can you “ think” in the first place if you are your “thoughts”, if you are what you are” thinking of”. One can not  find a solution, take an action which is beyond his level of consciousness anyway, therefore it is usually not very “ bright”. Being “ Bright” means Being Intelligent, which is having at the very least some “ space”, or there is no intelligence there. So, technically most are in a complete state of ignorance, don’t know anything, about anything, at best have finally learn one or two lessons from Life and that’s about all, from the day they are born until they
 die”. They haven’t evolved much, they haven’t learned much, they never “ got” anything, or didn’t get “ much”. They were “ asleep” , the entire time, they were sleep walking just doing X, Y  , not sure of anything, not really knowing what they are doing. To Being they were not living, they were dead. They were “ asleep” the entire time they were on their journey, they have just sleep walked, have just wandered in the dark , they have never found the light, ever. They came “ deadmeat” , they left “ deadmeat”, usually even “ more dead” than when they came, why because they have “ aged”, more “ rotten”, and some got “ bitter” , more pain juts got accumulated, but no relief, no Wisdom out of it as well, just one face of the coin. That is how most people are, how most people live or have lived their lives, from beginning to the end. In complete darkness, in complete suffering, yet “ some don’t even know it or realize it”. Well, here is the Key…….THE POINT OF LIFE IS WISDOM, IS SIGHT…..IS HEARING….IS OH….I SEEE……IS….I GET IT NOW….IS  …I UNDERSTAND…..IS ..” LIGHT ON IN HEAD”….That is the point of Life, and how you do that, it is through your thoughts,  and your everyday life….it is  A SOCIAL EXPERIENCE…..it is “ today MA’ (mom) IRRITATED ME when she  did…etc……..you question that …you do your inquiry…..and at the end of your questioning your have learned how “ to be considerate, read social clues, and respect other people private time to rest or just Be”,….just as you Mom didn’t just Now for instance, Now lesson learned, and you won’t do it to someone else.

Now DO THAT , everyday on anything and everything, and you start to accumulate Wisdom, more and more, you start to SEE, more and more, you start to HEAR more and more, you start to KNOW more and more, you start to know what to do more and more , you start to sleep walk less and less, you start to WAKE UP  more and more, you start to age in Consciousness more and more. You start to be less “beast” , less ignorant, less blind, less deaf, less complete deadmeat, less tasteless which means less “ inappropriate”, less NOT RIGHT. You start to get “ an education”. That “ education” you don’t’ get it at school …….yet……  That is what inquiry will give you, will bring you. It will help you be less hypnotized, less in trance state, less in Rapid Eye Movement ( as the flow of thinking is going through your head, like a river).

You Smell bad, you Taste bad, You Look bad, You are Loud ( you sound bad..), you can’t touch( you can’t feel…So you are heartless….you are ”dead”.

 

You know how “meat” smells right, it is actually how you smell, it smells bad…. It is all oily, all greasy, it is gases, it smells like “ shit”, it smells like “ asshole”, like cow, like pigs. It taste foul, a bit aberrant, look “gross” , too “ dense” , too heavy too thick , too clogged up, suffocating like, can’t breathe like, and touching it feels a bit “ rough” , too hard, too unrefined.  That’s how you are when you are still fully identified with forms.  And that is the case whether you are a meat eater, a vegetarian or even a vegan, of course  vegetables make you feel less “ fat”, less “ gross” , less like a pig, less like a cow, but ultimately it is the same thing. All matter is protein, lipid, glucose… all of it , is condensed sunlight, all of it is “oil”, all of it is “ petroleum. All of it is “ sick”. Take that in for a sec, you are eating and drinking “ petroleum”, that would indeed make you sick , drive you crazy. Yet, there is nothing you can do, as Long as The SUN, the Earth is still in Sub ( asleep ,  subconscious state) , that will be the state of everything on the planet. So, the ONLY THING  you can do IS dis-identify from forms yourself, that is the Human JOB, the Human destiny, the kingdoms below him won’t do, can’t do it, it is within you that BEING has to shine through and as you will do it, Nature will follow as well. So, anyway, sorry to burst your bubble but until you have Awakened at least a little bit, you smell “ bad”, you are rotten like, there is nothing “ Fresh” in You…Nothing Alive in you, and you only feel like shit all the time. You are a vampire, a living dead, a zombie a walking dead.