second part the teaching...

The second half… travelling throughout the milky way.

After the fall of the snake and going to the humane level of vibration, I spent  about 6 months wondering if that’s what being the Buddha was, but it wasn’t I had no idea that as far as that state already was from the beast state it still was just the “beginning” , I was just starting the journey. Things were just getting interesting, just getting started. The next stage is what I called the destruction of “ the ground” . Destroying the very << human laws, bases…>>, from human being to Galactical man. I call it the second half because it is the beginning of revelations, of deep truths, of Knowing, of knowing the cosmos, true philosophy which mean love of wisdom, true cynicism which actually was about living a life of Virtue in agreement with Nature ( Nature being the Universe, the Cosmos). Having nothing to do with the constant negativity concept it became. Anyway, I call this part, The Revelations, true knowledge  exposed.

First inquiry after that… Here we go…

You, who do you think you are, you are just a piece of shit, look at you, you are just there sitting there paralysed like , not moving , what you think you are doing, you are worthless, you are just a waste of space, a waste of energy, look at you fatty, fatty, you  even smell bad, everybody hates you, everybody forgot about you, you think people care about you , you think people care you trying to cure the mind , who gives a fuck , you are just wasting your time, it won’t go anywhere, you really think we care , you are dreaming, nobody cares about that at all, we got better think to do. Anyway you really think you will heal yourself like this, you won’t …you will stay paralysed and barely able to speak ( I was semi paralysed…and in such agony that I could barely speak most of the time or walk it was quite painful and I was living quite reclusively, hermit like …).. you will never heal, you will never see the light of the day, you will never be happy ever again. You are doomed, you will only suffer, you are stupid, you are ignorant, you are an asshole, you are meaningless, you are a total loser, you will never amount to anything, you won’t accomplish anything, I mean do you really think people will even care about your piece of shit book, or anything you have to say, why should they? … you are a pussy, you are weak, pathetic, sick , ugly, undesirable, you are a piece of shit ……

 I was just sitting there at my desk  writing it all down , not reacting at all just writing it all down ….. then ,,, the voice stopped and changed to Congratulations You are indestructible, you are beautiful , you are wise.

The next day …. It was another one …

Hey , you , what is it you want? , what is it you are looking for, what is it you are searching, I mean what is it you think you can accomplish, what is wrong with you , you are just going to be ostracized, just going to lose everything and for what? .. because you want to Understand things? ..because you want to find the truth? .. who cares about that? ,w what is your problem , man…why can’t you be like everybody , why do you have to start searching for so bullshit answers, some non –sense… questioning, questioning, wisdom…who gives a fuck , man, …don’t you know here it  is sex, drugs and rock and roll…. Who gives a fuck about all your non sense, you  will just wander away… and end up doing nothing of your life…, why waste your time on things like that…instead put your energy on other things and be like everybody else..live your life and stuff.. go bang chicks ..man,,,, or you can’t now… you are impotent. Is that it? .. , you are not a  man anymore… is that it ? ..you’ve become a total pussy now…. Is that it ? ..pusssy …pussy ..pussy …,  come on show me what you got …I mean you can’t pick up girls anymore can you ? .. you’ve lost everything …you are not you anymore ..man ..what happened …A girl needs a man with a dick … some balls , not a man who is there trying to teach her, make her wiser, and show them where she is being wrong, who wants that? , who want that non sense, girls need bad boys….you need to show her that you are the man, you got to be bad, mean …. Not all your gentle, peaceful bullshit ,,, you are not going to get any pussy ever again, man … what is wrong with you … you’ll look weak , and pathetic …. What is your problem , dude …how can you be okay with that …man … how can you let that slide .. , let that be …

Once again ,…I was there….until the very end …not reacting or responding once ..and the voice changed and said …Congratulation you are indeed Egoless.

The following day …the day after that ..it continued like that for about 2 weeks…you get the drill ….attacks…attacks…. then CONGRATULATIONS YOU’VE PASSED. It was about completely destroying my ego, my mind, the very ground, core sitting on and also transmutation, throughout the milky way the energies are dark, so it was once again going from dark to light…. Darkness Is just condensed light …so just stick with it and you will turn any darkness into light ,,no matter how dark it is. And it also deeply opened my eyes on the “ human” condition. Because in fact, it is usually the way most people talk to each other, it is your mom/brother/dad/ etc…saying you’ll never make it etc….it is the so called “ natural” way of being, thinking, in fact quite cruel, mean, violent, beastly, ignorant,shallow, fleeting,uneducated, uncivilized, vicious, wild, savage. But we call it “ natural” , “ normal”, it is just LIFE..so, unkind, so vile, so vicious, so HEARTLESS, result of complete lack of BEING.

Finally on to the next one….I’m writing the final conversation of that set, that stage.

Do you think people need your help , or want your help , I mean let’s be serious for a sec, what do you think will happen when you go and tell them I have a way to heal, I know how to heal your mind but you will have to let go of all those stuff you hold dear, you will have to fantasize less, or dis-identified from pleasure to some extend, what do you think will happen? .. Have you ever tried take a bottle of whisky away from an alcoholic?... I don’t advice it ..he’ll cut you.. no matter how much you think that you are trying to help …he doesn’t want your help, he is just fine as far as he is concerned. It’ll just be an headache, and you do know that they’ve killed many from things like that right? … , I mean …what you are doing is really dangerous …it could get you killed…it is better to not talk about “ that” stuff, and just let people suffer in silence and never talk about it , never look into it , that kind of honesty could cost you your life , and for what? ..so you can say you’ve said it, anyway … I thought you were egoless now , look who’s got his ego back… if that’s not ego what is it? …why don’t you shut up ..and stay away and don’t  say anything.. why do you care about “ them”, anyway..I mean you’ve found the way to heal yourself, congratulations, it seems I can’t shake you with little petty insults, you see through them completely…fine then ,let’s be real then…why show it to everyone? ..I mean….you are wise enough to see that the reception will probably not be that “ welcoming”, some will scream heresy, others will be disgusted although once alone in their rooms they’ll start thinking that , others will feel ashamed to suddenly see their minds on paper like that, will feel exposed, naked. Others will feel violated and want to attack you, others will feel judged… and on and on ….only a very few will be glad to see something fully real and a way true way out of suffering. But you already know that, so really why bother? …if you can quite see the human nature ,and see that “ they will probably not be your friends”….why even care about them… why bringing so much headache on yourself, so much pain….when knowing that you won’t gain much of anything …seriously why?

( it is the only conversation of the set that I responded to ..)

Well, it is because if I find a way out, a way to heal myself I would naturally want to tell my mom, my brother, my sister , my friend  and so on, and they might tell to others as well and before you know it…it has travelled…more than one know. Secondo, although I ‘m fully aware of what kind of feedback I would most likely get, I can NOT NOT write it, say it, it is one of those things where you already know if I don’t do it, I’ll regret it forever, so JUST DO IT as “ nike” says…then what happens, happens ..i guess it’ll be the weight of my cross. Can’t escape it.

That concluded that stage, set and an energy field left me, it was the “ human soul”, as a whole, it was quite dark. So, I know that in all your sci-fy movies, there is always some “ evil” alien race coming to get you, take over the earth and because of the strength of the “ human spirit”, you show them , push them away etc… Sorry to burst your bubble but the “ human spirit” is not that great, not that good. It is condensed sunlight, condensed gases, condensed light. In religions, when it is said to have a good angel and a dark angel…the dark angel is the “ human” ( the form)… the good angel is the Being… hence HUMAN BEING. So, as everything is constantly telling you to worship, glorify …being human…. Actually it is not that “ great”, not that amazing. And I shifted from a B stone, to a crystal stone. And the beginning of a different journey.  What I called Universe “2”, it is simply  the kind of teaching and knowledge which have so little to do with the  milky way or the daily life of most and as such is usually thought to be “dreamy”…., or a bit fantastical or far fetched. But it is not, it simply the next set of lessons I guess once you are done with the “he said /she said” of most people heads, lives. So, Okay.. here we go..

The Son and the name of God on the forehead.

That occurs once you have shifted from a Colored( Black, white, yellow….) stone to a transparent stone. Because in fact, it is the transparent/ invisible Light which condensed itself in various forms, into the rainbow, into the different colors that you all see. It is indeed the invinsible Light passing through a prism. The name of God, are the 4 hebraic letters written on the foreahed and on the chest of the Holy Spirit… those 4 laters are put on your forehead fro all to see, for all to recognize. It is on your mind , it is invinsible. It is shifting from space to outerspace. Space is the milky way. The milky Way is composed of Space and clouds.., space( Intelligence, water of Life), and clouds ( gases, sulphur, ignorance). And once the intelligence has transmuted the ignorance it becomes Outer Space…Wisdom. It is  Holy Water then, you are getting further and further away from the milky way from “ the world”. Being half beast/half human is being “ deaf, blind”…you only know ‘ sound’ , and only know ‘ things’ then you get to “ space” , to human being and you start “looking”….you begin to hear, you get to know the space around things, the water of life, you get to hear the silence around form and within them“ silence”…. Then you get to Outer Space and you SEE, YOU HEAR…. It is invinsible Light SEEING, and you hear QUIETUDE….it is Light knowing itself, sound itself disappear… It is CONSCIENCE. The quality of Knowing itself… it is your sci-fy movies, the Quintessence, the feeling of AWESOME…. MAGNIFICENCE….MAJESTY , ROYALTY… “ THAT”…. AWE……. In sci fy, it is usually represented by some “ Hu” sound and the use the sound effect as if to create a feeling of “ magic”, of “ extra-ordinary” everything usually hollow out, empty itself out and you have the feeling of “ where/when” …meaning where am I? and feeling of Time leavin… It is quite accurate, but in truth, it is not a “ Hu….sound or a whistling sound” ,…it is actually the ABSENCE OF SOUND, it is PURE STILLNESS, pure BEING, it is CONSCIENCE itself. That “ ringing” in your ears is not sound, it is STILLNESS, it is actually piercing the barrier of sound. It is Vibrating beyond the sound barrier. And that feeling of “ Awe”… , where..?....when??.... it is Eternity….

It is the PRESENCE OF GOD, fully here…MAGICAL, MAGINIFICENT, and since OUTERSPACE beyond milky way..it is beyond Space…so NO SPACE…no WHERE?.... it feel all encompassing EVERYWHERE AND NO WHERE…And vibrate at a state where there is no time…so you feel “ when”… or people say “ time was missing” , I’m missing “time”. Actually it is There was NO TIME. Eternity ( Spirit or Presence of God ), is NO time. Not time equal Infinite, meaning time doesn’t stop 1,2,3,…..infinity …that’s already as it is , that is TIME. Eternity, or Presence, is TIME EQUAL ZERO. It is No time, No space. RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW. Many have talked about no time, but most haven’t talked about no SPACE…the fact it is how you feel PRESENCE OF GOD, or Eternity, the fact that NO WHERE  to go, so literally mentally going “ can’t move”, no “ Next, fully HERE. HERE equal PRESENT, equal ETERNITY.  And time/space are linked you need space to move, to go from point A TO POINT B, and “that” takes TIME. The basic equation of Speed is distance( space) over Time (s=d/t). Now, what if d and t are equal to Zero. The result is S( speed) gets to Infinite. In other words, Light Speed, level of Vibration so High, it all happens NOW. That is what Spontaneous ( evertything ……healing …telepathy{spontaneous thinking and knowing}…..telekenesis…etc…} It is the world of the super-Natural. Emphasis on NATURAL, it is the way things are going faster, at a super rate. It is the Holy Light, Holy Spirit, Holy Ghost, Invisible Light, Conscience. In sci-fy it is the world of your spaceships….Yes I said Spaceships they exist, but they should be called OUTERSPACESHIPS, that would be more accurate it not made out of space but out of OUTERSPACE. So, what are “ spaceships”, ships made out of Wisdom, knowledge, truth, values, virtues, ethics, morals,… That is what PURE LIGHT IS…HOLY SPIRIT BRINGS.

It is what Jesus called the Kingdom of Heaven( ethics, morals, values etc..) and what Siddharta called Nothingness, and it got translated into Emptiness. It is empty indeed, as emptied of “ forms”, of “ things”. But it is Filled of LIFE, so far from empty. However is it not a thing. And it is not filled with” things”. It is BEING itself, it is Spirit, the opposite of matter, so the opposite of “ things”. So in that aspect it is the NO-THING. Then, it is filled with entities, because they have a conscience, they are not “ things”, they are LIVING beings. Living as Conscience, as ANIMATED, as spirit, as alive, conscient, sentient feel…, has a HEART ,live. As opposed to inanimated, “things” like, dead like. To put it simply you “mentally know that the plant is alive, that the tree breathes, and that the planet is alive” , you know that because you have learned it in biology class, but you don’t actually feel it, do you?..it is all inanimate objects to you, it is all “dead”, it is all “ things”…. Well, that’s the opposite of “ The froms which are not forms or things filling OUTERSPACE. THE HOLY DOVE IS ALIVE, the white Horse usually called pegase in sci fy is ALIVE, the Soaring Eagle is ALIVE, has a PRESENCE, you know he  is here….( and as you see I even wrote “he” for an animal, that’s the result of the feeling of Magnificence and Conscience, IT IS ALIVE…). So, OuterSpace filled with NO THINGS, FILLED WITH LIVING ENTITIES… wisdom, ethics, morals, values, etc….are Livings.

The silent Watcher, the Son sits at his throne, at the right of the father.

After getting to a crystal stone, a transparent stone, which is also what is called a philosophical stone, you get to Conscience to what I called the first “ Click”. The first Right, It is pure Stillness, The Ghost, Sanity in the head, hearing, seeing, it is the healer, the knower. Consciousness recognizing itself, not awareness recognizing itself… awareness is space. This is Conciousness recognizing itself, it is Wisdom deepening. It is a deep sense of Intimacy, of Serenity , of Zen, of Well Being.  Mentally speaking it is  being mentally naked. An example of inquiry at that stage is:

I can’t stay like this, I feel naked, I feel too open, too vulnerable, I feel violated, I feel penetrated, I feel like I’m completely seen, I feel like I’m completely humiliated, I feel like I can’t hide, I feel like there is  no where to hide, I feel like I can’t go in the dark, I feel like I’m being judged, I feel like I’m being seen, I feel too many eyes on me, I feel like everyone is watching my every move, I feel like overexposed, I feel like I have no more privacy, I feel like a girl and men are constantly harassing me, I feel like I can’t breathe, I feel like I can’t hide, I feel like a child, I feel like there is no dark spot, I feel like I’m not allowed to do wrong now, I feel like there is an constant eye on me,………….

And finally after dropping all shame, all guilt, all trying to mentally “ hide”, all backdoors, all hidden agendas, all the mentally wrong…..there is a deep SURRENDER…..COMPLETE SURRENDER… Women more than men could probably relate to that a bit more, it is closer to their “ I want to feel beautiful, I want to be taken care of, I want to feel secure, I want to feel safe, I want to be lifted of my feet, I want to just SURRENDER and not do anything and just be treated like a princess, and just want to fully, completely let go”….well, in truth it  is  A Spiritual yearning, not so much a physical one, or being taken on a private jet to go shopping, It is not really that…It is truly dropping ONE MENTAL CROSS, MENTAL WEIGHT COMPLETELY….it is indeed becoming like “ a child”, but way way WISER… so much mental weight is gone, it is DYING…. You’ve lost everything. That might be naturally harder to do for “ men”, as society is telling you..you can’t do that…it’ll feel like so completely the opposite of your “ nature”. But to that, I respond, remember that Jesus told you that “ The meek shall inherit the Earth”. And that Compassion, Kindness are virtues, not weaknesses, Ego will tell you otherwise but it is Not true, being vicious, and cocky and a fucking asshole is NOT FUN, not GREAT, your little ego will tell you that’s being a MAN…, but it is not true, I guarantee you that you will have WAY MORE POWER, way more TRUE POWER.

Just the same way you think to yourself,” GOD she is such a bitch”…, KNOW that being “ such an asshole”, is not cool either. So, men stop being complete asshole, and women stop being so bitchy it is not “ bad ass” , you are not “ a bad bitch”, it is not : so attractive, so hot”, you are not so “ bossy, so ballsy , so cool….etc…”’ …YOU ARE JUST BEING A BITCH, just plain MEAN, vicious, unconscious, beastly. Stop it, you can be Clear, about what you say without the attitude and all the non sense, you can say No, without the viciousness behind it.  In that state, most of the “normal, natural ways of being, behaviors etc..” have fallen. And truly a New Being arises. So, if you want to feel true safety, intimacy, serenity, security, “letting fall”( surrendering), you need to dis-identify from all the stuff in your head, and as your head is saying can’t be that exposed, that humiliated, etc… no that it is not true. To Humiliate means To TAKE DOWN, to take what down, all that mental weight. And then you will feel that feeling of surrendering and completely “releasing” that you were looking for. By the way , you seek the same thing through sex, complete release, but  awhile later you are charged up again, and it doesn’t stop. Only way is to release in head, it is where things have to drop fully.

The Silent Watcher and extreme suffering.

The only gift of extreme suffering, is the possibility of  The Ghost, of Spirit, the Silent Watcher to awaken. Everytime there is extreme pain, extreme suffering there is the possibility of the Conditionned Mind to completely Break down, completely let go. It is the the woman being raped and saying that she saw , SOMEONE looking above HER, just there SILENT LOOKING. It is the soldier in the middle of the battlefield bullet flying, blood spilling, limbs being dismembered..and he suddenly stop, just don’t move, don’t say anything, just stay there right in the middle of a battlefield…when asked why …he says I don’t know ….everything just got QUIET. That QUIET, was actually STILLNESS, was Spirit, it was the absence of sound, it was Being, it was Eternity, it was what does Not DIE, looking at all that death around, suddenly awakening from form, and seeing I CAN’T DIE, I’M SPIRIT….beyond space and time, beyond all form, all suffering, all pain….etc… everytime there is something completely NOT RIGHT…people awakens, CONSCIENCE AWAKENS. But for most it is just for a moment and they don’t notice it, or let their minds cover it up again with lots of non-sense, so they don’t realize that the MOST IMPORTANT thing in the COSMOS just happened, Spirit awakened in them. For the soldier for instance, it could you captain saying ….:

What the fuck is wrong with you , soldier? , for God’s sake, pick up your gun and shoot the enemy, what the fuck are you doing just standing, there.., are you working for the enemy…now…you might as well …fucking asshole, because you are definitely not working for your country..dickhead… you were just standing there.. do you know how many men I’ve lost out there today because of you..soldier….do you.? ..do you?.... , you are a fucking disgrace, I will recommend that you are discharged, no , no, no, that’s too easy, you will go through a tribunal first, this is treason, you are a disgrace, and I will do everything in my power so that you get punished accordingly..those lives out there that we have lost, their blood are on your hands, can you go look their families in the eyes and tell them that you didn’t have their back that’s why they died, can you ? ..soldier ……………..etc…………..

And they stay on that, carry in the guilt and shame etc …and never realized What ACTUALLY  HAPPENED on that day…Never realized that beyond any story, all that suffering something which beyond all suffering shined through on that fateful day. That day, They had a taste of IMMORTALITY, they miss all that. So, if you are in that category I’d advise you to go back, and EXAMINE it again , and questioning each of those accusations, answering them, working everything out…You will see that something deeper, way more powerful, vaster was also there. More powerful than any suffering, a little bit of Heaven entered Hell on that day, find it back.

For the woman being raped it’d be the same thing, shame/guilt, even your mind saying why didn’t you fight harder, maybe you wanted it, …you liked it didn’t you …. You are a slut…you are a bitch… ..then feel ashamed, guilty, sick ugly….then either react to it get angry or play it out as I might as well be promiscuous..etc..….no matter what cycle arises….Once again, go back, put it all on paper, don’t be afraid of your mind, answer all the attacks, work it all out … after you have removed all the junks which was clouding you..there will be some crying etc … and finally you will be free. That “ Woman” you saw looking over you… just Watching from far…..You will know her .

The Nature of things.

Okay, this is the way things are, you have the form which is condensed light. It is spheric, oval, like a ball and you have Spirit within it, vibrating it. It is all invisible, it is not the visible it is behind the form, behind the visible. You have heard it many times, you just didn’t know. It is electricity, it is infrared, it is heatwaves. It is the noise you get when you turn on your tv…at the moment of ignition, “ that” .., turned on, it is an energy field, that little buzz like. The sound as you plug in your computer, as you plug in your fridge….everything, it is all energy field. But it is all deaf, there is no stillness within it. Pay attention to the sound of your fridge, there is a buzzing sound, and later on it stops. If you stay next to it for a while, when it finally stops you feel a relief. A deep “ sigh”, finally, I  can rest, I can breathe. Everything is like that buzzing sound but it never “stops”. That’s what folly feels like, it is excruciating, that plug of your tv, your computer, everything is ON, from the moment you’ve plugged it until it is turned off. It is unbearable, you don’t hear it, or feel it because you are fully identified with forms yourself, so you don’t hear it. But that’s the way everything is, it is drunk like, in subconscious, it is dark, constant noise, with no silence EVER. It is folly, it is sickening. And each of those little “energy field”, which are heatwaves, infrared wave, little electrical field can be considered like little “ spirits”, and they are all heartless, all sick, all dead, why?, because all in subconscious state, all asleep. Spirit is still fully asleep within it. It is dark technology, fake technology, sick technology. There is no depth, depth come from Being, no being , no depth. It is all shallow, superficial, sick, dark, evil ( darkness, evil.., being condensed light). That plasma, or led Tv, or touch screen etc …is all sick, you can’t feel it , touch it ….And in truth it is the way everything is. Literally as you will all evolve and feel Being, your technology will as well, it’ll finally have some depth. Right now it is just petroleum and water. Only form only matter. Whether it is the stone, the plant, the leaf, it is all calcium, all calcified ( paralysed like) sunlight, all frozen (dead like, petrified, dark, terrified) sunlight. It is burning hot/cold( frozen), it has no moisture, no Life. Water( H2O), has no Power, no Conscience, It is Inert. So there is only “ sickness” ( clouds, condensed sunlight irritating, dark, painful, agonizing) and water which is powerless, inert. The result is just pain. It is Hell. Moisture, Life , Power is at least space( water of life), at best Outerspace (Holy water). Here, there is only clouds plus water. So only sickness, thirst, hunger, sleepiness, irritation, sulphur, unrefinement, pain. You don’t see it as such because it is also “ wanting” ( desire), so you don’t feel it as painful.  Water( h2O) Is no moisture, is not alive; space or outerspace is moisture is Life, is Power is health. In all religions, there is the idea of HELL, supposedly burning hot, filled with demons, dark angels, evil spirits, and the devil tormenting everybody. Well, I am sorry to tell you, but you are In it. You are in Hell, it is being half beast/half human, that’s what Hell is. Filled with all the vices, all the pain, so much desire, so wild, so much hunger, so much thirst, deafness, blindness, sleepiness, so much irritation, frustration, tension, no conscience, no life, no moisture, no power. You are in it, the kicker is that the wanting is so intense that you refuse to leave it, talk about “ folly”!!!... Come, let’s get out of Hell, why should I?, it is fun here, I’m having so much fun , why would I want to let go of my desires, my fantasies, etc …. It’s Life, it’s fun…. No, that’s not true. It Is actually death, it is hell, it is a black out, it is way too filled up. There is No being on the planet. There is indeed at least some Space in the milky Way, so at least some moisture, but on Terra there is not even space, no Being at all, it is hell. Complete pain/pleasure. This is your course of Astrology, astronomy. Whether, it is a stone, a plant, a tree, the sun, the stars etc… it is all condensed light. It Is all gases, it is petroleum, it is sulphur, it is all painful, all “ gaseous”, all sick. Literally how you feel when you are bloated, gaseous, all asleep, all in subconscious state, all painful, all dark. You see when you drink too much coca cola and it goes to your head and you feel the pain, the gases going up, like fumes. It is how everything is, it is wild, extreme, hallucinating like, brain freeze, drunk ( disoriented like) losing balance . Sorry, to burst your bubble but that’s all you actually need to know, you don’t need to go to school spend 10 years  to get a PhD is Astronomy, to know that. The WAY things ARE, it is all gases, all condensed light, all still, in sub, all still below Humane, all still painful, all drugged up like. And to think that you have to take that “ drug”, 3 times or more each day, it is ridiculous. I mean, all religion will tell you.. don’t do this, don’t do that … but not one told you …DON’T EAT….DON’T DRINK …LOL… even as I write it, I’m seeing the absurdity like, it seems so far fetched, but it is true, food is sick, is still in sub here, quite painful. You drink your beer and go I like it. I drink the same beer and go, It’s too bitter/sweet, then I feel how I’m going to sleep like, how it pulls me down, how in sub, then I feel how it gave me headache ( not tomorrow; the hangover, almost right away )…, then I feel how I get “ hot”, suffocate but it also induce sex, induce wanting, then I feel cold sick like….. ‘That’ is folly.  Feeling like that everyday all the time, is fucking CRAZY. Everytime you eat, it is the same cycle, eat honey…it  is too sweet, then stomache, then a little itchiness, then wanting, then if belly filled up ..go to sleep….It’s ridiculous…. Reality stranger than Fiction, but it is true.  Food is your first drug. But even I can’t ask a mother to not feed her child, so the only solution, is WISDOM, WISDOM, WISDOM, WISDOM…. Dis-identify from forms as a collective as fast as possible so that the planet, the sun, the entire solar system can finally get to Humane at least, some Being can finally enter and then things will be more refined, less painful, less extreme. Less of the extreme, High then extreme Low, then complete Left , then complete Right..ei…I’m hot extreme hot., then I’m cold…extreme low… then I want so much..full desire …then I don’t want …( indifference)… forward…back…then I feel asleep (exhausted …powerless, weak like..)

And that cycle happens everyday constantly, non stop,….3 times a day or even more go through that relative folly … The mind fully identified with form. No stability, No stepping back, No Zen, No well being, it is unbearable, but that’s what is happening constantly non stop. Can’t be, No Peace of Mind, you are like in a constant wild trip...on a acid trip…high, low, left, right, forward, backward….non stop, it’s ridiculous. Yet, I can clearly realize that you can’t just stop eating, I mean you can stop having sex, stop swearing, etc...stop whatever, become a Monk or a nun….but you can’t stop eating can you?....lol….even if you are vegetarian it is the same thing, less extreme granted, but it is the same thing. So, the only solution left is dis-identified from forms, you need to actually reach the humane state at least where there is at least some Being, things are less wild, less crazy, less insane; some Conscience less pulling, less hypnotizing.

 OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE, THEY DON’T KNOW…THE FIRST CLICK, THE RIGHT MIND.

After that experience, I realized something quite shocking, they all don’t know, they all don’t see, they all don’t hear, they all feel like shit, they all always feel sick, they are all in complete darkness.

You know, how you supposedly know that you shouldn’t “ kill”, steal, be honest, live right etc……your commandments and so on, in truth you don’t KNOW any of them, don’t feel any of them, don’t feel anything, because you have no Being. So, although you might not believe it, but mentally speaking you are still at the beginning like, still Adam and Eve like who you need to “ tell what to do”, completely immoral, completely wrong, completely lost, completely in the dark. To be Immoral means to be Without Morals, without Virtues, sex comes in It too, but It is not the only thing. For most, the moment you say immoral, sex is the only thing coming to mind, that is NOT it at all.  IMMORALS means WITHOUT MORALS, without ETHICS, without VIRTUES, without INTEGRITY, without Values, means NOT RIGHT, without WISDOM, without any true KNOWLEDGE, in a complete state of ignorance. And that is the state that everyone is in, or most; that is the state of half beast/ half human, you are beast, completely ignorant. The French traduction of “ beast” is actually “ stupid or ignorant”… you are beast . you are ignorant. I’m sorry to tell you that even after having spent 15 years in universities you are still completely “ in the dark”, about the way things really are, about what truly matters. It is the lack of Being, lack of CONSCIENCE. That is the only reason you still need to be told.., “ please don’t go kill” …  it sounds like common sense doesn’t it, but in truth as long as No being it is NOT. As long as still beast, it is Not, you know “that” , as a concept, as a belief, thinking there is a moral saying “I should not Kill”, but you don’t KNOW it, it is not that real for you. You are in a state of complete immorality. How do you get some?... you gain Wisdom, you dis-identify from form, you inquire, you disidentify from thoughts in your head. When said dis-identify from thoughts in your head, you get the impression of you are just losing “stuff”, that is not the case, you keep gaining wisdom as you go, and as you do you gain more and more Light, more and more Wisdom, lose less and less ignorance.

The root cause of evil is ignorance, the worst one being “ the blind who doesn’t know that he is blind and actually think that he sees”. That, is the apogee of evil, it is all those people actually acting like they know, talking like they know when in truth, they are all beast, when in truth they are all sheep. That level of darkness is beyond beliefs. The thing is they actually don’t know that they don’t know, that’s how much in the dark they are. That is scary and terrifying. It would be like a child taking a knife and coming at you with it, you realize how dangerous that is, but the child genuinely doesn’t know that it is so, he is not being malicious, he actually doesn’t know that it is dangerous, that’s how UNCONSCIOUS he is, how Asleep he is. To you, that is scary, yet you almost can’t get mad at him because you realize that” HE actually does not know”, so he could stab you and you would go….”he doesn’t know what he is doing”…but it is still no fun. From the perspective of Being, that is the way most are, they don’t know Anything, yet they believe they do, which could be quite irritating. And is what perpetuate “evil”, because of even believing “right”, or “ justified” , when completely in the wrong, completely in the dark, completely lost. It is the complete NO CONSCIENCE state. That is the way things are, you have been completely missing the point, the point of Life is to gain wisdom, is to gain Sight, is to Gain Spirit, is to gain Light, is to gain Being, is to gain more Heart, is to gain Conscience. How do you do that,  head….head…head….losing ignorance, forms, things  up there and gaining wisdom, formlessness, no-thingness.

The Light Angel/fake angel, Lucifer talks.

Hey, you, what are you doing here, why do you obstinate yourself, why do you insist on trying to defy me, why do you insist on wanting to change things, why do you insist in wanting to reveal hidden truths like that, why do you insist in wanting to “ rock the boat”. I mean, things are just great the way they are, everybody is happy, they all believe they are “ Humane”, they are normal, they don’t know that they are below humane, below thinking, all asleep, in subconscious state . They all believe they are in paradise like, enjoying themselves, sex, alcohol and rock n’ roll, that’s the Life, everybody is Happy, nobody really, truly look at themselves, at how things are around them, at how sick the world is , nobody really look at how in pain most people are when they go home and are alone in close doors, nobody want to think about that stuff, wars, famines, etc.. Nah..don’t ruin the party, this is Paradise, Everything is Great, nobody is suffering, Nobody is in Pain, nobody is sick, it is All good..don’t come in here and ruin the fun. Everything is great , don’t you know that what allows me to be, is the ILLUSION, of this is Paradise, have your cars, your booze, your girls ..enjoy, it is fun..so so…great.. they don’t know that they are in hell, they don’t know that there is No Being here, No Life here, they don’t know they are in pain, they don’t know they are suffering… it is all good.. what allows Darkness to persist is Not shedding any Light on It, so you can’t just come in here and start telling people truths like that , and telling them how to get out, that’s not how it works, you can’t just come in Here and start destroying centuries of beliefs like that, what is wrong with you?.. , who the fuck you think you are?... you are a fucking asshole, you are nothing… you can’t just do that , you can’t just tear things down like this. You can’t just expose me like this. Evil and darkness can only exist “ in the dark”, if you start putting things in the Light like this, the illusion, the myths start to go..,you can’t do that , you need to let people fantasize and believe in all the non sense, that’s how it goes, that’s how you keep slaves in check, that’s how you make sure slaves stay slaves from their own will, if you start telling them the truth, everything will collapse, you can’t do that, I can’t allow that.. that can’t happen.

I: I’m the offspring of David, the shining Morning star, I have come to set everything right, I have come to reveal it all.  There will be no more “ dark spot”, no more place to “ hide”.

With that, the “ space/time” felt.  What you call the Light Bearer in mythology, or Lucifer In religion is. Space/ time, it is the world, it is the milky way , space is intelligence is water of Life. The milky way is composed of Space and clouds( dust …forms). Space is “light” ( with a small “ L”)… it is Intelligence, that Intelligence need to dissolve “ clouds” ( forms, dust, ignorance) ,to get to WISDOM, Light ( HOLY LIGHT; big “L”), SEEING, KNOWING, CONSCIENCE. Intelligence doesn’t Know yet, doesn’t See yet , it LOOKS.. and clouds, ignorance is completely Blind. Once again, like the child not knowing that the knife is dangerous, he is blind, doesn’t know RIGHT from WRONG, No Conscience, EYES fully Closed, yet he is innocent like, since a child. That would be “ space”. Allow all to be, just Open, then Space start to transmute some ignorance and it gets to Outerspace, then start SEEING, start KNOWING, Conscience Arises, that’s WISDOM, HOLY LIGHT, the Purifier, disinfect all evil, all darkness, The Sanctifier, dissolve all pain, the healer, the knower, the Seer.

After that, I understood the rotation of the seasons, the pull of the planets, the pulse of the celestial bodies within the milky way and the central bulge in the middle of the galaxy. Quite literally you can speed up time, you can all change the state of the planet, the sun etc…you can all bring it from sub state ( subconscious state), below thinking, below being state that it is in right now, to Humane state “ overnight like”. Everybody on the planet just need to reach the humane state and the planet, the sun, the seasons, the entire system will change with you. That’s how “ fluid, how malleable the Universe actually is.  It is a living organism, not so much a “ mechanical machine”, it is quite living, the central bulge or the black hole at the center of the milky way is connected with your heart quite literally, with your heartbeats, it’s an irregular sick heartbeat for now, an heartbeat without Spirit yet, as all are below Spirit still, but you can change that pulse collectively, and it is about to change.

And this also quick started the beginning of the revelations.